Irieeeeeeeee…………. Monin Ballz…….Yawnnnnnnn…….Im still sleepy can u believe that…..I just wanna say that I have a disease…..And I wouldn’t wanna be cured……LOVE IS A DISEASE WHICH I DUN WANNA BE CURED OF…. Hehehehehehe………Cheers

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Irieeeeeeeee…………. Good Monin………I haven had any sleep since last nite…..Hai yer whats new with me…..Anyway I just got off the phone with elfie……..We were talking since he got back from his nite shift duty…….Hey think about this for moment ya…. What would you do if you just found out tat you can still continue to do your studies…..Cause a friend of your figured out a solution for you…..But in order to do that you have to make sacrifices… A huge one especially…..What if it about leaving someone so dear to you behind…….A big one aint it……I dun believe in long distant relationships……And I will never…….I dun have that much faith in my partner…..And any I would think that is selfish to make someone wait for you for 2-3 years just so you can achieve what you want…..You have to think of the other person…..Well anyway, I talked to elf about it and he got pretty upset…..Cause I told him if I were to go we better prepare ourselves for a break-up……But I wa sin 2 minds…….I couldn’t decide……After a long talk I decide that I shall give the opportunity a pass…. Anyway if its meant for it is meant for me (the degree I mean)……I can always save up and do it here in Singapore in the long run……Well anyway everything was fine and lively….
So we were talking and then I had to go for a while…..And I said I’d call him back soon….Just 5 mins after I called him and he din pick up…..i had to continuously call him and I know he was one the next line…….And I was wondering y cant he pick up the line….I felt something was amidst….. Daym him for not picking up the phone…..Got me all pist and stuff…….Had a wonderful argument….Just wat I needed early in the freaking morning….. Well well, so I have decided (maybe I have) to leave ¼ of my life… What I mean is ¼ of the things I always do….. Time for some serious business…. Time to set my journey thru life straight….I aint getting any younger…. I have my priorities and top on the list is getting a job and spending less and save up more…..I have my reasons for doing so….. heh!…….Mom has been making loads of noise bout not getting a job…..Its frustrasting….She dun know that I have been trying hard……Even elfie has been pushing and pushing me……But they dun know that I have been sending out resumes and stuff do they…. They just choose to nag….What can I do…iyer kan ajer laaa…. Anyway its like 11.50am on a fine Wednesday…..I have come into terms with certain things…..Well I think that even though I am sociable and stuff and the end of the day….I still luv the a quiet time with myself or with elfie….. I guess that’s why I stay up at nite ey…. The ultimate reason I became an insomniac…. The stillness and the quiet environment……Its just so peaceful…. No one to bother you, no one to nag at ya…A life of a nocturnal human….That is when I am at peace with myself…..The sunlight and day is just too noisy….Too much hustle and bustle….I shall enjoy this kinda life for as long as I can until I start werkin…..Well that’s a different story…..Till then….Sweet NiteMarez…..Im off rotting in my coffin……To my baby wif luv..

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Irieeeeeeeeeee……………..Hey right now elfie is occupying me with his mails and pictured from his work place…….!! Getting me all hype up and excited…..Hahaha……One thing good is the kore he send me this pictures the more I wanna work at the same place…..Doing what he is doing…..Looks easy but I bet its not…... Nothing comes easy in this life……Newayz Good nite ballz….

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Irieeeeeeeeeee……………..Hey Ho! Lemme talk about my night yesterday….as in tuesday….well well I woke up ard 8+ had a shower and ate dinner…….Then my day begins in fornt of ‘Sean’ my pc, first I finished up scanning the pictures then editing…..I actually hate the editing part…………you actually have to edit one by one……fix the picture up again……Resizing it……… Whoshhhhhh loads of work……… Then uploading the pictures up on the MSN…….. Fuhhhhhhhh all tat took me say bout 5 hours the after that I continued to do the profile page…………aghhhh took me the whole morning……….I finally shut myself off from the pc at bout 10+…..Call me crazy but I was still not sleepy…….Then I had this feeling that my niece was ard…….So I told elf I will call him back and I went out of my room and there she was!!!!!! The sparkle of my eye……hehehehe…….She saw me she smiled and came running to me……..I luv her berry much……Played with her a little, play the feed and chase game with her…..Gosh it was tiring…….…hahaha in the end I slept at 1+pm after she went home………and after talking to elfie for long hours……..Woke up at 6 to the vibration from my handphone……….I remembered all I said was ah ah ah….Answered every question with an AH…hahaha wat do you expect from a sleepy person sia….I went back to sleep then woke up at 9pm and here I am updating this stupid blogggggggieeee………kherkherkherkher…….CHEERZ!!

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Irieeeeeeeeee…….All I need in this life of sin is me and boifren…ahahahahha…….you cant blame me cause im like listening to perfect 10..….Hip Hop Galore…….Hahahaha…….I was kinda tired so I slept and as predicted I woke up at 4am……Scanned some pics printed out some stuff and hey hey here I am……….Had a longggggg day yesterday…. Remember how I tried hard to sleep…..Sheesh couldn’t sleep till it was like 11am ballz….Daym……And elf called me when he was on the way to my place…..Sheesh I couldn’t get up……And at last I woke up when he called me again to tell me his at my void deck…..Then I just told him to come up……. I couldn’t be bothered to present myself well…….Hahahahha……. I just woke up so what do you expect????? We had lunch and we left for the job fair….. Hahha went there and we took our temperature…. I had a temperature of 36.5 and elf had a temp of 37 degrees……khekhekhekhe…..Then we got this stupid yellow sticker with the temp recorded on it…….Wakaka….nothing much uh the job fair…..so we trooped down to Plaza Sing to meet the Lads……Fuh yooooooo loads of laffter going on man…….Been such a longgg longgg time since I last met them….We ate at KFC and then sit at starbucks….talk n talk n talk…….Great fun ballz…….Then the most favourite past time……. POOL….. Shawn came and conquered……He was just so good at the game…….Daymmmmm……… I sucked…What do you expect from a person hu has been deprived of good sleep…..khekhekhe…..After we which we went for supper…….Talk and laugh somemore……hahahha and the Au Revoir head back home….. Wonderfullll day……..Until someone tried to show me his kwai-lan freaking attitude…..Wat a sucker……Anyway I had fun….Everything was well…..I think I have enuff of the hip hop thingy on the radio….Time to shut down everything including myself…Till then…..Cheerz!!!!

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Irieeeeeeeee………..Well naturally im not asleep yet its like almost 10am…….Blame myself for sleeping thru out the day yesterday woke up at 8pm……Sheesh……How to sleep like that!!!! Basically did nothing…….I left Elfie to do his own things….Till he called just to say good night……Then I got bored… I was in IRC so just enter some #s hoping to find a fren…. Yessah I did, I found MICH!!! Hahahaha…..Its been ages since I last chatted with her…..So we continued on to chat and chat and chat and in between that I had to take a leak……Not only 1 time actually but many many times…..We bitch a lot uh….. Hahahaha as usual nothing comes out of a Classy Bimbo (Mich) and a Classy Bitch (Me)…..hahaha…….Just pure thrash…. Wakakaka… Pretty cool….Had loads of laughs with her……We chatted till it was almost 5am……..Mich couldn’t tahan already she had to sleep…. I tried hard to go to sleep…..Call elf at 5.30 just asked him wat time he’ll be up….. He said 5.45 so I said ‘OK BYE’ hahahaha as usual la me…….Clearly he was taking his own sweet time to do his things and get up and stuff……This just means that his dad is gonna send the BRAT(Elfie) to work…… had a short conversation wif him……..Then we hung up I tired to get some sleep…….Sheesh I must wait a million lite years for that to happen I guess…….Tried to bore myself but I just cant….. At last I switch on my monitor again and tried to find something to do…….Check my mail la this la that lar……Then at last found something useful to do…..Edit the welcome page of a website…..Pretty kewl now.. I like it……hahaha…And now of course im penning down wat im thinking on u my bloggie……khakhakha…..another gradmother story……..hehehe…..Klah….i think I’ll stop here for now….smoke a ciggie and try to get some sleep…..i must be up by 12 or 1 mind u…..Sheesh tats about 2-3 hrs of sleep only…..PENGSAN UH! Hahahahaha…..Adiozzzz

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irieeeeeeeee.........
Here is one for the merciless........Hehehehehe........Im Purrrrrplee


> >>COLOUR HOROSCOPE:
> >>------------------
> >>Colour Shows Character
> >>
> >>If your birthday is on...
> >>
> >>December 23 - January 1 = Red
> >>January 2 - January 11 = Orange
> >>January 12 - January 24 = Yellow
> >>January 25 - February 3 = Pink
> >>February 4 - February 8 = Blue
> >>February 9 - February 18 = Green
> >>February 19 - February 28 = Brown
> >>March 1 - March 10 = Aqua
> >>March 11 - March 20 = Lime
> >>March 21 = Black
> >>March 22 - March 31 = Purple
> >>April 1 - April 10 = Navy
> >>April 11 - April 20 = Silver
> >>April 21 - April 30 = White
> >>May 1 - May 14 = Blue
> >>May 15 - May 24 = Gold
> >>May 25 - June 3 = Cream
> >>June 4 - June 13 = Grey
> >>June 14 - June 23 = Maroon
> >>June 24 - June 25 = Grey
> >>June 26 - July 4 = Red
> >>July 5 - July 14 = Orange
> >>July 15 - July 25 = Yellow
> >>July 26 - August 4 = Pink
> >>August 5 - August 13 = Blue
> >>August 14 - August 23 = Green
> >>August 24 - September 2 = Brown
> >>September 3 - Septemeber 12 = Aqua
> >>September 13 - September 22 = Lime
> >>September 23 = Olive
> >>September 24 - October 3 = Purple
> >>October 4 - October 13 = Navy
> >>October 14 - October 23 = Silver
> >>October 24 - November 11 = White
> >>November 12 - November 21 = Gold
> >>November 22 - December 1 = Cream
> >>December 2 - December 11 = Grey
> >>December 12 - December 21 = Maroon
> >>Decmeber 22 = Teal
> >>
> >>RED
> >>Cute and lovable type, You are picky but always in love...and liked to be
> >>loved. Fresh and cheerful, but can be "moody" at times. Capable with
> >>people,
> >>nice, soft, and that can Love you for the way you are. Likes people that
> >>are
> >>easy to talk to, and can make you feel comfortable.
> >>
> >>CREAM
> >>Competitive and sportive. Don't like losing and always cheerful! You are
> >>trustworthy, and very out-going. You choose love carefully, and don't fall
> >>in
> >>love easily. But once you find the right one, you don't let go for a long
> >>long time.
> >>
> >>TEAL
> >>You are mostly interested in your looks. And have high standards in
>picking
> >>love. You thi! nk and make a solution precisely, and hardly make stupid
> >>mistakes. You like to lead, and is easy for you to make new friends.
> >>
> >>GREY
> >>You are attractive, and active. You never hide your feelings, and express
> >>everything that's inside. But can be selfish at times. You want to be
> >>noticed, and don't like to be treated unequally. You can brighten up
> >>people's
> >>day. You know what to say at the right time,and you have a good sense of
> >>humor.
> >>
> >>GREEN
> >>You get along well with new people. You are not really a shy person, but
> >>sometimes you can hurt people's feelings by your words... You like to be
> >>loved and noticed by your lover, but mostly you are single, waiting for
>the
> >>right person.
> >>
> >>GOLD
> >>You know what's right and what's wrong. You are cheerful and out going.
> >>It's
> >>hard for you to find the one you want, but once you find the right person,
> >>you won't be able to fall in love again for a long time.
> >>
> >>PINK
> >>You are always trying your best in everything, and like to help and care
> >>for
> >>other people. But you are not easily satisfied. You have negative
>thoughts,
> >>and you look for romantic love like in a fairytale.
> >>
> >>YELLOW
> >>You are sweet and innocent. Trusted by many people, and have a strong
> >>leadership towards relationships. You make good decision and make the
>right
> >>choice at the right time. And always dreaming of romactic relationship.
> >>
> >>MAROON
> >>You are intelligent, and know what's right. You like to make things go
>your
> >>way, which can sometimes cause trouble for not thinking about other
> >>people's
> >>feelings. But you are patient when it comes to love... Once you get a hold
> >>of
> >>the right person, it's hard for you to find a better love.
> >>
> >>ORANGE
> >>You are responsible for your own actions, and you know how to treat
>people.
> >>You always have goals to reach, and are competitive. When it comes to
> >>friendship, you find it hard to trust someone, but once you find the right
> >>friend, you trust them for! ever.
> >>
> >>PURPLE
> >>You are mysterious, never selfish and get interested in things easily.
>Your
> >>day can be sad or happy depending on your mood. You are popular between
> >>friends but you can act stupid at times, and forget things easily. You go
> >>for
> >>person that's trustworthy.
> >>
> >>LIME
> >>You are calm, but easily stressed out. You get jealous easily, and
>complain
> >>over little things. You can't get stuck into one thing, but you have a
> >>capable personality for everyone to trust you and like you.
> >>
> >>SILVER
> >>You are imaginative and shy, but you like trying new things. You like to
> >>challenge yourself. You learn things easily, and like "Hard to get". Your
> >>love life are normally hard and confusing.
> >>
> >>BLACK
> >>You are challenging, and have the "guts". But you don't like changes in
> >>your
> >>life. And once you make a decision, you keep it that way for a long time.
> >>Your love life is also challenging, and different.
> >>
> >>OLIVE
> >>You are warm and light hearted. You seem to flow well with friends and
> >>family. You don't like violence and know what's right. You are kind and
> >>cheerful, but don't envy other people easily.
> >>
> >>BROWN
> >>You are active and sportive. It's hard for other people to become close
> >>with
> >>you, but you fall in love easily. But once you find out you can't get
> >>something, you give up and let go easily as well.
> >>
> >>BLUE
> >>You have low self-esteem, and very picky. You are artistic and like to
>fall
> >>in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your
> >>mind, not your heart.
> >>
> >>NAVY
> >>You are attractive, and love your life. You have a strong feeling towards
> >>everything. And very easily distracted. Once you get
> >>angry at
> >>someone, its hard for you to forgive them.
> >>
> >>WHITE
> >>You dream and have goals in your life. You get jealous easily and you
>don't
> >>react to things easily. You are different and sometimes thought highly by
> >>others.
> >>
> >>AQUA
> >>Your feelings change suddenly and easily. ! You are always lonely, and
>like
> >>travelling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too
> >>easily.
> >>It's hard to find love for you, and you get lost in love easily. Sometimes
> >>you get hurt by love.

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Irieeeeeeeeee............ GOOD MORNIN (My Time) Hahahahahha..........Well well not much happened...its the startof the day for me.........woke up at 8+ in the evenin....hahahaha.....Happy dar dey.......Shawn called me...I was awakened by the vibrations commin from my fone... Then the first thing i did was to call ma baby.........Eyyyyyyyyy tomoro im meeting my FRENSSSSS TRUE FRENSSS.........yey yey yey!!!!!!!! Cant wait but im going to the job fair with elfie ferst....... This is my plane for tomoro but i dun know how it is gonna turn out.......khekhekhekhe........Oklah lemme start my day now.....wanna have my ferst meal and stuff.......Till then adiozzz.....

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Irieeeeeeeee........... Hey hey hey.........Im actually a lil tired today....... had a long day yesterday came home bout 10+am today and slept at 2+pm woke up at 5+pm cant sleep well..... Too tired to sleep i guess...... Had a great day doing my own stuff... Basically today i sent out loads of resumes.... Anyway what do you think of a TWO_FACE ASSHOLE!!!!! Gosh........Dun u just hate that.....Someone who can manipulate somebody elses mind just by twisting and turning their own words.....Hahahaha its already he will get his one day.....Its not a curse its just a cycle.......No point talking thrash...... He cant even face us.... Shawn bumped into him one day......Hahahah he couldnt even face shawn for gawd sake.....he tried to look away.........Feeling Guilty ey??? khakhakha......Sometimes its better to stick with the minority rather then mixing with the majority.....Notice how i have been using he and him n blah blah... I dun wish to reveal his name..... It will be as good as stooping to his level.... Anyway......I wanna go have my rest.......Till then adioz..... Hugz n Bugz babyKu ELF

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Hey…..Oklah nothing much today…….I dint go out like I was suppose to…Just have to sacrifice certaint hings to make other people happy…No choice :) even though I did that some people think im being too selfish…. I just dun get it….Why is it so hard for people to give me their time….Its not as if I always ask for it.. Hah! Well when im on the phone with my fren his brother will say he has no life.. I dun get it who is being selfish now??? I have to understand situations and always have to swallow everything…. And yet im asked to sacrifice more and more…. Without people actually realizing it… I have to lend a listening ear to him all the time… But when I have something to talk about he always voice out his opinions even before I finish my sentence…. I guess the onli person whom I can count on now is Kin…. She listens…. Although she talks loads of rubbish she LISTENS!!!!…. its pointless to have a bf when u know you can actually depend on someone who will listen to you for once….. Whats the point of being a BF in title when u dun even act responsibly….. Its been hard on me…. Too many people to please too much restrictions. When I say this people mistake me for have problems (not happy) with their family and stuff… Why cant these people understand whats going thru my mind….. I guess they dunno me that well…. I can safely say only Kin knows me well….. Well,I hope I get a job soon… Its one way to runaway from all these… Facing these problems are pointless he wont listen anyway…. Might as well just drop it and run away….Heh who would have wondered that my life is like a roller coaster.. Going UP and Swooshhhh Gone Down. Perhaps I have to be careful who I choose as friends and stuff.. Pointless having someone who will be there when ur up.. One thing about me is I dun like to rush….I like to take things ez once a while…..With elf its simply impossible…He will always say time is not on our side…Then how am I suppose to enjoy the time im having with him… I guess if this relationship is based on emails and phone chats I think it can work out… But to actually go out and stuff…. It will be a disaster waiting to happen….. By 10pm just look at his face…. He just cant wait to go home….. How am I suppose to enjoy a great date…. I dunno lar.. Too confuse!! Fancy blaming me for everything…He blamed my sleeping habits and stuff….Hey I cant do anything about it…… Wat am I suppose to do???? But then its ok…. I will swallow tat up too….. Like I have always been doing… Perhaps we are just 2 different people…. Or perhaps he just cant be bothered…… Well, we shall do it his way.. But not today… I just expect me to give me a call and see how I was holding up…. But I guess im just being naïve… hewont call me till I call him….. And tell him how I am doing… He wont ask. Im really sick and tired of it all…. And im totally CONFUSE

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Hey its me again forgot to say something uh……… After checking all the mails I was chatting with we were talking about Sex Boobies and Dickies hahahhahahaha……. No its was no corny sex chats….. Its was informative anyway we were chatting at the main # and azmi joined in once a while…… We also talked bout gayz and stuff…… It pretty kewl…...Told him bout the gay stories I heard from a gay fren of mine when I was in poly…..Really farnie lar….. It ended when gene wanted to go *cough cough* and shower………. Hahahahahhahahahahaha……. Cheers!!!!

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Irieeeeeeeeeee………. What has been going on here ey!!!!! Hahaha okok I just didn’t have the time to update this stupid daym syhit thing yesterday…my day full occupied la,,,,,,, hehehehe…. Half of it goes to my sleeping (clap clap) hehehe woke up at 6 plus in the evening then straight away I made a fone call to my BITCH hahaha….. My besh fwen……. Asked her out for coffee…….Left home bout 8pm then met her at Jurong point……. I had this craving for warm coffee so I ordered my Caramel Latte which was Too blardie sweet but I managed to swallow it down til the last drop….. And kin had sunrise…. Placed my order then the sunrise came….. But WHERE IS MY BLARDIE LATTE!!!! Then there was one fella he came up to me and ask what am waiting for and I was like….. MY LATTE!!!!!! Then he said ouh sorry maam why dun take a seat I will send it to you later….. He gave me this tag thingy….. Punya Lah PENGZ!!!!!!!! I went to my seat lar aper lagi…. Then complained to Kin hehehehe…. Fuh we talked the is no more time to talk…..Laffed and everything…… Till coffee bean was closing……. So we packed our stuff and headed to the toilet… Then there was this joker who was a staff of CB he shouted from afar Bye Thanks See you again…. I Just smiled and nod my head… kin shouted “BYE” hahaha…….Then on the way out from the toilet I asked kin if she was rushing she said No so I suggested we walked home (to my bus stop cause Kin lives in Jurong East, hahaha)………We had to pass thru CB again cause we couldn’t be bothered to walk a whole round….. Then there was the cheeky fella again…..This time round he asked where we lived. Kin answerd “JURONG LA….JURONG EAST” …. After which we giggled to ourselves hahaha typical pick up rubbish…… While crossing the road we heard some bird calls….. Then we looked up and said “mana siak tu burung…malam gini burung dah tido…ni mesti ‘burung’ degil……. hahahaha”. It was whole loads of fun…. Then we passed by the fire station another bird call we need not look cause we know it was our fren FADLY idiotic arse….. Haha hes a paramedic there serving his NS….. As we walk we talk then went to 7-11 at ST 52 (I think its 52 if not its 51 hahaha) for a while buy ciggie and walked home…….talk some more…..hahah we just had loads to talk about….. then finally the BUS STOP in front of my blk…..We sat and talked some more…. A bus came and I told her to take the next one…… There was 2 tat came at the same time…. She said “Never mind la wait for another one”… Thn we talked and talked and talked till her bus came….. That ended the whole conversation….. Fabulous day I might say….. Came home checked my mail whoaaaaaaaa 7 new mails from babyku…. Hahahah he was worried cause I din reach home at 10 cause I told him the bachelor was on today…. I completely forgot that it falls on a Wednesday …… Heheheheh had to read all his emails it was daym long man…. Before I could finish reading the 4 one a new one came…. Hahahaha…… finally I replied to him…. And took away his worries kherkherkher…Well that was then rpelied all his mails and talked to him for a while….Watch soccer JUVENTUS WON 2-1 OVER FC BARCELONA kherkhekhrkhekhrkher…. Added on to the GREAT DAY!!!!!!!!!!! Wooooohoooooo!!! MUACKZ!!!!!!! YUM YUM YUMMY YUM YUM ADIOZZZZZZZZZ~~~~~~~~~~~~

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Irieeeeeeeeeeeeeee……… Some of you might wonder wat this means….. Its just means, Hi, it’s a greeting in Patois…. Anyway today wasn’t that bad…….Elf kinda occupied me with his emails and stuff……I accompanied him thru the nite while he’s at work and me at home…….Hes been telling me wat he has been doing and what he is about to do and stuff…..It was nice actually……Its 2.15am now hes gonna like call me soon and tell me his gonna go sleep during his passive break…….Just gotta wait…..hehehe…..im just so used to his routine……Haizz it was tiring uh reply mails and stuff but the this are the little sacrifices that I can do for him…..Anyway im not feeling sleepy…I guess I had enuff rest since yesterday…..But the darnest thing is ……im left with the last stick of ciggie…..Arghhhhhh……Its gonna be a stressful nite…..i have been holding back the tot of smoking….Cause I wanna smoke the last stick at 4am…..But it all seems a lil bit impossible…… hehehhe……..anyway I realized finally that is that I needed elf with me at all time and no matter wat I do or how much of an idiert he can be….Being apart is impossible……This time round have to make it work man……Gonna be a tough ride but im gonna try….After all he is my baby, im lucky to have him some people are just to blind to see thru wat he is inside and wants to be with him because of WHAT he is and not WHO he is…..Hes so transparent to me….I can see rite thru him…..See thru almost all his lies…..Gosh I dunno if it’s a blessing or hell….. Hhahahaha……..Wat matters most is im with him and I luv him……….Cheers!!!!!!!!

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Irieeeeeeeeeeeeeee............. Hehehehe Monin Monin!!!!! Kz i wanna share something to all aight......check this out ..........

Subject: How sexy is your name?

>> > > >> -A-

>> > >
>> > > >> You are not particularly romantic, but you areinterested in
>>action. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.
>>You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with
>>someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing.
>>You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, it's action that
>>counts not obscure hints. Your mate's physical attractiveness is
>>important to you. You >> find the chase and challenge of the "hunt"
>>invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much
>>more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around
>>advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary
>>concern.
>> > >
>> > > >> -B-
>> > >
>> > > >> You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being
>>romanced, wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as
>>an expression of the affection of your lover. You want to be
>>pampered and know how to pamper your mate. You are private in your
>>expression of endearments and particularly when it comes to
>>lovemaking. You will hold off un! til everything meets with your
>>approval. You can control your appetite and abstain from sex if
>>need be. You require new sensations and experiences. You are
>>willing to experiment.
>> > >
>> > > >> -C-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are a very social individual, and it is important to
>>you to have a relationship. You require closeness and togetherness.
>>You must be able to talk to your sex partner before, during, and
>>after. You want the object of your affection to be socially
>>acceptable and good looking. You see your lover as a friend and
>>companion. You are very sexual and sensual,needing someone to
>>appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot be achieved,
>>you have the ability to go for long periods without sexual
>>activity. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing
>>without.
>> > >
>> > > >> -D-
>> > >
>> > > >> Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you
>>move full steam ahead in pursuit. You do not give up your quest
>>easily. You are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem,
>>this turns you on. You are highly sexual, passionate, loyal, and
>>intense in your involvement, sometimes possessive and jealous. Sex
>>to you is a pleasure to be enjoyed. You are stimulated by the
>>eccentric and unusual, having a free and open.
>> > >
>> > > >> -E-
>> > >
>> > > >> Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good
>>listener, you have trouble relating. A person must be
>>intellectually stimulating or you are not interested sexually. You
>>need a friend for a lover and a companion for a bedmate. You hate
>>disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a good argument once in
>>a while it seems to stir things up. You flirt a lot, for the
>>challenge is more important than the sexual act for you, but once
>>you give your heart away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. When you
>>don't have a good lover to fall asleep with, you will fall asleep
>>with a good book. (Sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good look.)
>> > >
>> > > >> -F-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a
>>pedestal. You look for the very best mate you can find. You are a
>>flirt,yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are
>>sensuous,sexual,and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be
>>showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic
>>lve scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very
>>generous lover.
>> > >
>> > > >> -G-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are crap in bed! ( Remember....I didn't write this!!!!
>>LOLOL)
>> > >
>> > > >> -H-
>> > >
>> > > >> You seek a mate who can enhance your reputation and earning
>>ability. You will be very generous to your lover once you have
>>attained a commitment. Your gifts are actually an investment in
>>your partner. Before the commitment, though, you tend to be frugal
>>in your spending and dating habits and equally cautious in your
>>sexual involvement. You are a sensual and patient lover.
>> > >
>> > > >> -I-
>> > >
>> > > >> You have a great need to be loved,appreciated...Even
>>worshipped.You enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the
>>flesh.You look for lovers who know what they are doing. You are not
>>interested in an amateur, unless that amateur wants a tutor. You
>>are fussy and exacting about having your desires satisfied. You are
>>willing to experiment and try new modes of sexual expression.You
>>bore easily and thus require sexual adventure and change. You are
>>more sensual than sexual,but you are sometimes downright lustful.
>> > >
>> > > >> -J-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are totally fucking marvelous!
>> > >
>> > > >> -K-
>> > >
>> > > >> You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love.
>>Having a partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in
>>your expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new
>>sexual experiences and partners, provided it's all in good
>>taste.Brains turn you on. You must feel that your partner is
>>intellectually stimulating, otherwise you will find it difficult to
>>sustain the relationship. You require loving,cuddling, wining,and
>>dining to know that you're being appreciated.
>> > >
>> > > >> -L-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are very romantic, idealistic, andsomehow you believe
>>that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate or
>>attracting people who have unusual troubles. You see yourself as
>>your lover's savior. You are sincere, passionate, lustful, and
>>dreamy. You can't help falling in love. You really enjoy
>>stimulating yourself, though you are fairly new to it. You
>>fantasize and get turned on by movies and magazines. You do not
>>tell others of this secret life, nor of your sexual fantasies.
>> > >
>> > > >> -M-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are emotional and intense. When involved in a
>>relationship, you throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops
>>you; there are no holds barred. You are all consuming and crave
>>someone who is equally passionate and intense. You are willing to
>>try anything and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is
>>inexhaustible. You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting
>>and also enjoy mothering your mate.
>> > >
>> > > >> -N-
>> > >
>> > > >> You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You
>>can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You
>>believe in total sexual freedom. You are willing to try anything
>>and everything. Your supply of sexual energy is inexhaustible.You
>>are a flirt,yet once committed, you are very loyal. You are
>>sensuous, sexual,and privately passionate. Publicly, you can be
>>showy, extravagant, and gallant. You are born romantic. Dramatic
>>love scenes are your favorite fantasy pastime. You can be a very
>>generous lover.
>> > >
>> > > >> -O-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are very interested in sexual activities yet secretive
>>and shy about your desires. You can re-channel much of your sexual
>>energy into making money and/or seeking power. You can easily have
>>extended periods of celibacy. You are a passionate, compassionate,
>>sexual lover, requiring the same qualities from your mate. Sex is
>>serious business; thus you demand intensity and diversity, and are
>>willing to try anything or anyone. Sometimes your passions turn to
>>possessiveness, which must be kept in check.
>> > >
>> > > >> -P-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't
>>think of doing anything that might harm your image or reputation.
>>Appearances count, therefore, you require a good-looking
>>partner.You also require an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you
>>may view your partner as your enemy; A good fight stimulates those
>>sex vibes. You are relatively free of sexual hang-ups. You are
>>willing to experiment and try new ways of doing things. You are
>>very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and need a good deal of
>>physical gratification.
>> > >
>> > > >> -Q-
>> > >
>> > > >> You require constant activity and stimulation. You have
>>tremendous physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up
>>with you, sexually or otherwise. You are an enthusiastic lover and
>>tend to be attracted to people of other ethnic groups. You need
>>romance, hearts and flowers, and lots of conversation to turn you
>>on and keep you going.
>> > >
>> > > >> -R-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need
>>someone who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual
>>equal the smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a
>>great mind than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness
>>is very important to you. You have to be proud of your partner. You
>>are privately very sexy, but you do not brag, you are willing to
>>serve as teacher. Sex is important; you can be a very demanding
>>playmate.
>> > >
>> > > >> -S-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very
>>sexy, sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this.Only
>>in intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself.
>>When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know
>>all the little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game,
>>and take your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You
>>have the patience to wait for the right person to come along.
>> > >
>> > > >> -T-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are very sensitive, private, and sexually passive; you
>>like a partner who takes the lead. Music, soft lights and romantic
>>thoughts turn you on. You fantasize, but do not tend to fall in and
>>out of love easily. When in love, you are romantic, idealistic,
>>mushy, and extremely intense. You enjoy having your senses and your
>>feelings stimulated, titillated, and teased. You are a great flirt.
>>You can make your relationships fit your dreams, oftentimes all in
>>your own head.
>> > >
>> > > >> -U-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are enthusiastic and idealistic when in love. When not
>>in love, you are in love with love, always looking for someone to
>>adore. You see romance as a challenge. You are a roamer and need
>>adventure, excitement, and freedom. You deal in potential
>>relationships. You enjoy giving gifts and enjoy seeing your mate
>>looking good. Your sex drive is strong and you desire instant
>>ratification. You are willing to put your partner's pleasures above
>>your own.
>> > >
>> > > >> -V-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are individualistic, and you need freedom, space, and
>>excitement. You wait until you know someone well before committing
>>yourself. Knowing someone means psyching him out. You feel a need
>>to get into his head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted
>>to encentric types. Often there is an age difference between you
>>and your lover. You respond to danger, thrills, and suspense. The
>>gay scene turns you on, even though you yourself may not be a
>>participant.
>> > >
>> > > >> -W-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are very proud, determined, and you refuse to take no
>>for an answer when pursuing love. Your ego is at stake. You are
>>romantic, idealistic, and often in love with love itself, not
>>seeing your partner as he or she really is. You feel deeply and
>>throw all of yourself into your relationships. Nothing is too good
>>for your lover. You enjoy playing love games.
>> > >
>> > > >> -X-
>> > >
>> > > >> You need constant stimulation because you bore quickly. You
>>can handle more than one relationship at a time with ease. You
>>can't shut off your mind. You talk while you make love. You can
>>have the greatest love affairs,all by yourself, in your own head.
>> > >
>> > > >> -Y-
>> > >
>> > > >> You are sexual, sensual, and very independent. If you can't
>>have it your way, you will forgot the whole thing. You want to
>>control your relationships, which doesn't always work out too well.
>>You respond to physical stimulation, enjoy necking and spending
>>hours just touching, feeling and exploring. However, if you can
>>spend your time making money, you will give up the pleasures of the
>>flesh for the moment. You need to prove to yourself and your
>>partner what a great lover you are. You want feedback on your
>>performance. You are an open, stimulating, romantic.


The Fella hu wrote this died at Y.... So We dunno wat Z means
HAHAHAHAHAHHA ENJOY

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Listen to the remix.... It helps :)

Gabrielle - Out of Reach
Out of Reach
Written by Gabrielle/Jonathan Shorten

Knew the signs
Wasn't right
I was stupid for a while
Swept away by you
And now I feel like a fool

So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Catch myself from despair
I could drown if I stay here
Keeping busy every day
I know I will be OK

But I was
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

So much hurt, so much pain
Takes a while to regain what is lost inside
And I hope that in time, you'll be out of my mind
And I'll be over you

But now I'm
So confused, my heart's bruised
Was I ever loved by you

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
Out of reach, couldn't see
We were never meant to be

Out of reach, so far
I never had your heart
In my reach, I can see
There's a life out there for me

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Hey……Put a pail beneath my eyes and it can fill up to the brim…..Too much pain and anguish…..I cant take it anymore..This is so not the strong me……I think its time for me to crumble and die….Theres nothing left to look forward too ey?? All I can do is shrug and say too bad….really too bad….It’s a horrible² day…Even elf dunno how to console me…..Well, its ok I guess hes just not good at this now….All he can do nowadays is show his anger…Anyway I guess its time I go out ….People who dun me well enuff dun know what I am going thru…..dun farking say im an EMO person………I was there when u needed me but when I need a fren u say im just being Emotional…..Take Care now….

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Hey……. I may sound mellow……. Its kinda grey for me now….. Something is missing….I dunno wat but something is….I’m pretty upset….Dun call it mood swing you biatch…...Maybe I lied to myself too much…..Keep telling myself everything is ok im happy and stuff…..But at last im at the losing end…Like I said in my topic “NOBODY EVER DIED OF LAFFTER, MOST DIED OUT OF DEPRESSION”……I had high hopes….I had wishes and dreams….. Well it seems too out of reach for me…..I asked a fren of mine should I be happy today? He said yes…."Happy" indeed......But then again im not a puppet and he is not my master…..I just wanna run away from all this things….. Materials stuff dun make me happy…. Buying me expensive things dun make me happy…. I can look happy and make u think I am but if u know me well enuff, that is Not wat I truly want….badly need someone to listen to me now…. Luckily I have got this…. Hey look im going crazy….im talking to myself!!!!!!!! Why is it I always have to be the one listening all the time…. Why is it I have to be the one who has to always understand situations???? I am human too….!! I think its best that I do things on my own today…. My own time my own target so that I dun have to rush, live up to peoples’ expectations I hate being pushed too far….Perhaps im just being stupid, perhaps im not….I think im rotting like a fool down here….maybe I will drown if I stay here where I am now…. Im just sooooo confuse,,,,,,,,,,, Hey and my heart is bruised!!!!! Even My Ego is Bruised…. What else now???? I will just let the life clock tick till it stops then my problems here on earth stops and begins a new life of problems!! Its never-ending and will never end…. Just sing me my requiem and everything will be ok….. L

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Irieeeeeeeeee…….. Hey today is my 8th month together with Elfie……. Luv ya Baby….. Gosh Time flies ey… 8th month and still standing THANK GOD….. Actually rite… I completely forgot about it…. All because I had too many things to do…And my mind was preoccupied by other things till I forgot about the finer things in life…. Maybe that is wat happened to Elfie too! Work work work…Till work becomes him…. Its totally different with him now….. Things tend to become tense easily and we can just argue bout the smallest things…… Pathetic I might say……. I HATE IT!!!! It’s a whole lotta stress for me actually….. Its not gonna do well for us if this perceives trust me……I think I should do what I use to do…… Just keep everything to myself….. Even if im angry I dun wanna show it and I will just let it pass….. Fuh tats a tough job to do… But gotta try though…. Sacrificing a lil bit wont kill me…. Just gotta look back at the happy times instead of the shitty times… Anyway I hope to have a fabulous day today….. Meeting Elfie and our frens and we are going to cesspit launch…..Till then adioz

Its all Good.

Irieeeeeeeeee………… Hey waddup! Kherkherkher….. It was a longggggg longggggg day yesterday (Sat, April 19th)….. Started from 2+ till late….. I woke up late had to rush and argued with elfie before tat…. Rushed to Jurong East MRT went up… Onli to see Elf’s black face…….WOW! What a start!! Sheesh Neways we were late for the meeting… Then I had to get some laminating pockets for Rad… He was like all so ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH about it….. I find it a lil irritating…. I know we have to make an impression and stuff… But I needed to get the things…. It wasnt for my own use….. It was for the productionzzzz….. Gosh if I could kill someone at that time I would…. It was stressful…. We rushed down to popular got our stuff and rushed to get a cab….. Then went we alighted we argued again……. Eh MAK COW…… Macam gini sikit² argue bley mati siakkkkkkkkkkk…….. I just walked away… Cant be bothered to argue so much…. Its frustrating uh..But I cant do much….So I told him to go to youth park ferst to meet the bands…..And I came after…Gave them a lil briefing then after tat it was the productions meeting….. Haizzzzzz……. After that me elf and sondee took a bus to TNT to book the equipments for the gig.. And the walked to places to put up the posters….At last after substation we had a decent meal at S-11 ……. Mee Sotoooo YEY!!!!! Hahahahaha…… Summing up….Its another tiring day for me… But all was well…. Managed to get certain things done…….. Cheers!

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Irieeeeeeeeee.........Cant chat long here….Im daym tired……… Had a pretty long day… Anyways I met my besh fwen just now…… She followed me run some errands….. We were ar peace centre printing out the June gig posters and passes……Cost a bomb man… $110 in total….. Waited for an hour plus to get everything done there…. From there we were at lost as wat to do next… So we just walked on and suddenly my hp rang….Hammy called… So I figured he wanted to meet up cause he just knocked off from work and since we were in town might as well meet up…..Went to Starbucks beside California fitness where ham used to work…Then from there we felt a lil hungry so we sorta went to long john silver had dinner and stuff…We ate and talk for a while then ham had to go cause he wanted to pass his fren her dinner……My HP rang and guess hu called!!! My baby ELFIE hahaha…..asking if we had dinner…. I lied and say NO…. Hahahahahha….. so we met up with him at beach road and accompany him for dinner….. A few moments later another fren of ours Haslynda came……There was loads of sex talk going ard between us gerls and of course elf hahahahaha….. it was fun though…. Ok let me summarize the day…..It was daym tiring but it was sure loads of FUN…….Oklah me berry tired wanna go rest now! Nytez

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Irieeeeeeeeeeeee……… Its safe to say that today aint that bad at all…..I had a tuff time sleeping….. The moment I fell asleep there will be some distraction then I get up and it will then take me a few hours to feel sleepy again…. At last I slept at 8am… Got a fone call bout 12+ Daym that woke me up again!!!!!! Then toss and turned and finally fell asleep at 1+ slept for a few hours…. My hp rang again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Arghhhhh….. Trying to sleep for me is like asking for the world……. Yeah basically today is TRY TO SLEEP DAY……. Terokkkkk man…… Anyway It ended up well though Elfie asked me out for a movie…. We went to catch Anger Management… Not too bad… We caught the midnight show ….Been a long time since I last did tat with him…. Anyway had an excellent nite!! Made possible thanks to babyku…..Kherkherkher…. Hope to have another great day tomolo…. Have errands to run though……Till then Adioz….

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Irieeeeeeeee…………Eh today berry bad day u know…. Elf farked my whole day from noon….Got into arguments and stuff…..Farking sucky………All because of one stupid game…… He forgot the whole world….. GaWd Daym he even forgot to shower for Gawd Sake……… Dammit……… Bingitzzzzzzzzzz……….. Try as he might to make me feel better he cant…… He was still engross in his own whole……. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……… SUCKERRRRRRRRR….. Pengzzzzzzzzzz……. Anything foul will come out from me sialzzzz…….. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh……… Cannot take it…… But nevermind uh tomoro is a brand new day things will be different….. I still luv him though even though I din say he back when we said it thousand times today…… Cause I told him to fark off most of the time…. I mean literally said “Fark Off go play you Farking Game”…… See how mean I can be…. All because I was temperamental………. Not good to be too nice all the time…. And of coz not good to be mean all the time…. Once a while you gotta spice the relationship up with a nice argument….. Cheers!

Its all Good.

Irieeeeeeeeeee………….Hey hey hey………Wah lau today iam lik extremely tireddddd…Tak boleh tahan.Slept onli for bout 4 hours……..And that was like tak nyenyakkkkkkkk……..Then I went out with elf…..Had a bad start in the morning uh….. Got into an argument with him because of money issues….. HATE IT!!!! Anyway still the day went along fine….. We went to Swee Lee to get some stuff….. Then to funan so tat Elf can get his Championship Manager 4 haizzzzzz….. Then from there off we went to town…… To HMV so tat he can get his EvAnEsCe CD….. Then off to SWENSEN….. Hehehe had a hearty meal…. I ate Crayfish Pasta while Elf got for himself some Vegetarian Pasta and Fish n Chips …. Ouh ya theres was rodeo chicken too!! Fuh yooooooo syiok…… Once a while have a quite dinner with him was nice…. We needed the time to be alone with ourselves….. Theres was a lil glitch in between though cause he made me walk back to taka when we were already at centrepoint….FED UP!! I was already so tired he made me walk so much….Anyway after tat we took a bus to Plaza Singapura…. When to watch a movie there… Bought our tix and then we had an hour before the show so we went to starbucks…. My fren was working hehehe soooo we got a discount…kherkherher…..So sat for a while and then off to the movies… Not a lot of people…… We made the place like our own….made ourselves confortable… We watched Just Married…. A comical romantic comedy…. It was intresting though. If you listen hard enuff…. Some of the things said can be used in real life… I sure did took 1 in my head…. When you are married and u have a huge argument you just cant pack your bags and leave…. Cause a marriage is not all about fun times and snap shots in an album… Those pictures will help u remind urself tat there more to it then the stupid argument u just had… BTw towards the end…The tarching part…hahahaha Elf cried….I almost did….hahaha……Anyway I had a wonderful² day…. Thank you babyku ELFIE for the things and the wholeeee day….. Luv Ann

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Irieeeeeeeee………Hey today uh……Im alil bit tired……But I cant sleep uh…….Bingitzzzzz…….Going out with ELFIE todayyyyyyy!!!!!!!!! YEY!!! …….Suke nyer dierrrrr…… wakakakaka ……. Nothing much happened today uh….. A lil bit boring…….. Im still thinking about the dreadlocks issue…..to do or not to do……… Haizzzzz been wanting it since I was 14 but then again I have to think ahead….. Wow, im actually making sense outta myself….. hehehehe…. Anyway I dun wan Elf to waste money on something not worth it but then again its worth it…..Arghhhhhh dunno lar……. Bottom line is I dun want him to waste his hard earned money on me….. money dun come by easily you know….. Anyway we gotta start saving already…… economic downturn uh daym teruk…….. hahahahaha……… Anyway I dunno wat im talking about guess I shld go rest now…… adiozzzzz

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Irieeeeeeeeeeeeee………ok……im up from my sleep….. gosh I tot I could sleep throughout the nite,,,,,haizzzzz…..Today’s story is gonna be a longgggg one……..anyway…heres the nite yesterday…..Its was daym fun I tell you…….But got a lil downs uh…..Hahaha Elf knows wat im talking about…The best part when 6 of us got bored….We went into the computer lab and started playing games….it was the one and onli YAHOO GRAFFITI………..Hahahahhahahaha………RHINOCERUS, RHINOCEROUS, RHINOCEROUS………HAHAHAHAHHA….Poly students and some already graduate and look how they spell it…… hahahahhaha…..that includes me…..hahahahha…..imagine us trying to spell hippo in full at tat time….There will be so many different spelling for that one…I can bet 100% on that…….Hahahahhahaha…..JABRONIESSSSS!! Hahahahhaha…….Anyway Elfie blanjer uh……….3 large pizzasssss….2 garlic bread and a bottle of coke…..Abisssssss Siakkkkkkk……Hahahahha shared among 7 people…….hahahaha…..Anyway after that we were playing cards theres was this game SPEED….Hahahaha semua kelam kabut nak “book” the stach of cards…So mana different names came out….you know when u play snap u have to like put ur cards on top og the stack and call out SNAP……So this game we had to call out Speed and try to get the smalles stake if possible…..Cause u have to add that stake to the deck you are already holding…..punyalah kekek…man shouted out “SKA”……..Shawn called out “SQUID”….hahahaha cause they were rushing to get the smallest stake of cards…..Then si shawn hands was everywhere….hahahahha he was like guarding the stacks in case someone called out SPEED hahaha…..made it impossible for me to get the smallest stack……it was fun uh……Then there came a point where man was recording his second track everyone already tired so the brothers (ELFIE AND DYDEE) decided to take a nap and use my lap as pillows……It was fun uh to have then sleeping on my lap….Sampai cramp!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHA………Sondee slept in the recording room cause the recording was moved to the control room as there was some technical problems…….I started to do my part bout early monin say 8am? By that time I was already half dead…..It was my sleeping time you cant blame me for that….hehehehe……All was well everything was done…So we packed and gave Amin a token of our appreciation and headed to eat the talked about NASI LEMAK…..Wooooohoooo…..cost us about $2 per plate…….Sedap……I could hardly open my eyes….The sunlight was like piercing my eyes…….Hahahha im a Nocturnal Creature wat more can I say……After which we headed home……..upon reaching home I had a shower logged on……(Cant leave without my “SEAN” that’s my PC’s name of course hehe) …… Then headed to dreamland…..Woke up at 6+ cause Elf called……..And here I am tonite…..Back to wat im always doing…..Hahahaha….Syhit man this is like a whole blrdie composition…. Hahaha…..Oklah time to stop blabbering and start doing something useful….BTW I luvvvvvvvvvvv you LADs…….you know hu im talking about… We are the closest of frens and nothing can come between us all ….InsyaALLAH………..Till then CHEERS!!!!

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irieeeeeeeeeeee.......... just got back from where i was yesterday........ Now im like dead tired............. just had my shower and stuff.... now i wanna go sleep.....I will let it all out tonite alrite........ Now i wanna teeeeeeeeee-doeeeeeeeeeeeee........ Adioz By the way i had fun at the studio with the guys.....And i wanna thank AMIN for helping us out......a huge THANK YOU FROM US.....

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Irieeeeeeeeeeeee.............. heyheyhey..........right now im like at the recording studio.....The place is awesome man.....since its not my turn i have time to like use the internet terimal..... happening....... anyway elf gave us a treat just now...... PIZZA for everyone mannnnnn...... there was 1 hawaiian pizza, curry chicken pizza and super supreme.....2 garlic breads and stuff.......aint tat kewl......... hahahahhahhahahhha........kenyang gilerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr..........haizzzzzzzzzzz still a longgg way to go before its my turn man.......uish...........im a lil tired though cause i did not get enuff sleep the day before...my eyes are sooooooo the very the tired........... haizzzzzzzzz.......penattttttttttttttttttttttttttt.....maciam mau pengshan..............oklah i wanna go see the bass recording catch up with ya laterz......muackz muackz..

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Irieeeeeee………… Eh im sleepy uh…..Couldn’t sleep till bout 9am….Tossed and Turned and now I have a fringing headache…………DAYM!!!!!! ..Well I had my shower and stuff now its like 2.50…..Gotta rush and meet ELF at 4pm……Haizzzzz… Anyway…I won’t be around tonite…..Abesla Naura sorang² hehehe…….. I dun even know if I can stay up today….Lack of sleep uh……Im gonna be half dead today….. Anywise gotta run now…..im LATE!!!!!!! Adiozzz

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Irieeeeeeeee…… Eh its like 4am….. By the time I finish typing this thing I dun know wat time it will be… anyway hes wat happened in the past couple of hours…. I was trying so hard to sleep… But it just seemed to be SO IMPOSSIBLE…… Switch off the lites, switch off the monitor…… At last I decided to watch maid in Manhattan…..the whole movie was over and still I was not even the least bit sleepy…..aiyohhhhh ……Then I decided to chip the paint of my wall…Then vacumm the stupid paint off from the floor….Suddenly my body started to itch…..had to drag my poor body to the shower……Had a short bath and WALAH so fresh……. Lagi teruk u know….. Cant sleep…….Alarrr normal thing to do then …..Switch on my monitor and started talking to Naura…..She’s another insomniac….kewl kan ader kawan macam dier…..Wakakakakakkaka……At least we keep each other company whlist our LADS sleep peacefully…..Have the creamiest dream ever……Hahahahahahha……..IDIERTZZZZ…….Oklah gotta Run for Now…..i’ll be back if theres more juicy news…..HAHAHAHA… Cheers!

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Irieeeeeeeeeee… My day has just started few hours ago…..Hahahah…..Had a great sleep but abis laaaaaa I cant sleep tonite again…..Anyway, It was made known to me that people is still sour and dissin about stuff…. Gosh when in the world is it gonna stop…. When are they gonna grow out of it…. Sheeshness…..So I have 1 good song for this situation and the people involved…Why the Fussin And Fightin….

Fussing and Fighting [Bob Marley]

Why's this fussing and a-fighting?
I wanna know, Lord, I wanna know
Why's this bumping and a-boring?
I wanna know, Lord, I wanna know now

We should really love each other (love each other)
In peace and harmony (peace and harmony), ooh
Instead, we're fussing and fighting (fussing and fighting)
And them workin' iniquity (... iniquity)

Why's this fussing and a-fighting?
I wanna know, Lord, I wanna know (... know), I wanna know now
Why's this cheating and backbiting?
(I wanna know ...) I wanna know, oh, Lord, I wanna know now

(Stop your fussing and fighting, stop your fussing and fighting)

(Stop your fussing and fighting, stop your fussing and fighting)

We should really love each other (love each other)
In peace and harmony (peace and harmony)
Instead, instead, we're fussing and fighting (fussing and fighting)
Like we ain't supposed to be (... supposed to be), tell me why

Why's this fussing and a-fighting?
I wanna know, Lord, I wanna know, someone, please
Why's this (... bumping and ...) bumping and boring?
(I wanna ...) I wanna know (... I wanna know), Lord, tell me now ...

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I was listening to tiz reggae tune.....Fuh yoooooooIt got to me......
For my baby the....

SPARKLE OF MY EYE (UB40)

Many a girl has caught my eye,
Many a girl and that ain't no lie.
But girl to me, you top them all,
So beautiful with no effort at all.

Sparkle of my eyes, sparkle of my eyes,
sparkle of my eyes, sparkle of my eyes.

Girl in you eyes I see the stars,
Warm as the sun, in spring you are,
A certain delight I feel in your touch,
And when you smile I love it so much.

Sparkle of my eyes, sparkle of my eyes,
sparkle of my eyes, sparkle of my eyes.

Gentle to me and so very kind,
Never saying no, you're good for my mind.
You ask me why your so special to me,
Look in these eyes girl, and then you will see.

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Irieeeeeeee….Its me againnnnnn…irritatingkan akoo…..Hahhaa….Anyway things are getting better…im feeling better….Too much EMO stuff can kill me…Taking things kinda slow today…Listening to my reggae tunes…its something that will not die in me…..Enuff of the SKA enuff of the noisy and loud music…..Reggae grooves is the way to go….Uncle Bob’s song never seems to stop Stirring Me Up……Anyway I was thinking of using the patois werds in hear but im afraid tat some wont understand….Naura is helping me out wif some of this stuff and she is still struggling….Gosh I feel a little bad uh…Cause I cant help her out..Cause I dunno syhit bout this things except to post this dumb things in here…Well its place where I can talk to myself anyway…So hu cares if its dumb…….wakakakakak…..Adioz talk laterz ya

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Wow.So many things happened in the space of 1 day….I simply cant belive what had just happened….I asked Elfie to give me space…loads of space….We won’t be hearing from each other till this Saturday…Somehow I dunno if that’s the right thing to do…But somehow I feel that it is…What drive me to this decision was the fact that I was comfortable being by myself….And when he called I felt down….I dunno whats wrg with us or me…Im simply at lost….Perhaps I have been lonely this past few days and somehow I got over it and made me feel that I dun need anyone in my life for now…Cause all the time people bring me down and I have to out myself together and say its gonna be alrite…But im human after all and cant be pushed that far…Things are gonna be different im gonna hate it I know…But I dunno what to do….I really dunno… Its pointless crying cause he wont know and wont understand what I have been thru…It’s a mess……a huge mess…..

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Monin~~!! Sheesh its so early...Only 1.40pm....I woke up to the vibrations from my hp…Well didn’t have to guess who it was… It was definitely elfie calling me on his way to work….Been having so much arguments with him recently…Its either Im having my PMS or he just really gets on my nerves…Part and parcel of a relationship I guess…This time round he tried to be the listener somehow it was wat he was….And it just sounded and felt funny…In the end I screamed and asked him to talk….We did talk about us, about how to make this work…I told him I have been putting the relationship off from my mind this past few days….Been doing my own things while I let him do his own…The space we gave to each was more than enuff or maybe just a little too much….cause I seem to forget the fundamentals of the relationship….Somehow I made him feel a little upset just by saying the things I said…I din mean for it to be that way….Perhaps I just need time to rekindle everything….Elfie is wonderful and will always be…I wouldn’t wanna throw all away just like tat…Emotions Run Wild!! Sheesh What a Way To Start The Monin!! YIKES!!!!

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Well well at lasttt here i am in this thing i called a Stupid online journal.....Thanks naura fer yer help in this....Its like almost 6 Oh My GAWD.........I tot it was like 4 something.....Internet really took up my time huh...You might be asking why im still up at this hour and frankly i have no idea...Ihave to reset the time clock in my body and make sure it goes back to normal....Haizzzz i Miss my frens.....the whole bunch of them...the ones i hang out wif all the time.....Well its ok im gonna spend the whole nite with them on saturday and i promise myself its gonna be a great nite 1 to remember for the rest of my life..Hey wait a minute i think i always have a ball with them and its always a day to remember...Shawn called me up to day....You couldnt imagine how happy i was to hear from a fren hu has help me stand when i fell....There he was on the fone offering to help me out again....Without asking for anything in return...A great pal never to be forgotten....By the way loads of things happened today...Some Shitty ones anf some greats ones..Those shitty ones have be flushed Hahahaha Its SHIT anyway..Well gotta go wake someone up now...Till then Cheerz...Ann.

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