Im "OKAY"Everytime we say that everythings ok, but when in fact deep down u know very well that you're not...
I didnt know i had a problem.. but i felt that im shunning the world away... WHY?? for a while there i didnt know the answers...
I have almost everything i ever wanted.. I have my family my frens and GOD knows how happy i am that phalique is back in my life...... But somehow i still feel empty.. yes "EMPTY", the feeling i have been denying myself...
Finally picked up the phone and called my closest buddy... I didnt know how to start coz i have not talked to her for a while let alone chill out with her... But she knows when i call in the middle of the nite and out of the blue somethin aint rite.. It started when i say "I dunno why, but i just cant look at ANYONE in the eye, even though i know they have done nothing wrg and i havent done anything wrg" And then everything i actually felt came out from my very mouth... Things i didnt know i felt.. I worry......
Will update soon.. Have to work now...... *SiGh*
Its all Good.
