THE 1997 MIRA NAIR'S KAMA SUTRA......
I've been looking for this movie for God knows how long.... Watch it once and hoping to watch it again.....
Its all Good.
HaRRow~~~~!!!!!!!!!
Gosh i dead beat ballz.......So tired that i fell asleep as early as 9pm.. But as usual la i woke up in the middle of the night...... Mana bley tido all the way... The kenduri was fine..Elfie came a lil late though cause he was werking u see...... This was how the day started......
My brother knock on my door and i went like Ahhhhhhhh Ahhhhhhhh on my bed....... he kept on knocking till i got off my bed open the door and with my eyes half opened i say "WHAT LA!!!!!!"......... And he said "Kak mama suruh bangun mandi turun bawah tolong" and i went like "Ah ok" shut the door and went back to bed...... Hahahahha SLEEPY larrrrr i finally managed to get my sleep close to 9am..... I kept waking up every half hour afraid that i might sunddenly wake up and its already 5pm or something........ Finally i got up at 12 noon showered changed and went down.........
I felt a lil akward cause i din know who was there and there loads of guest....... At last my aunties came back from their religious classes and finally i had people to talk to...... Elfie came along about 1+pm.........I could see that he was a lil nervous..... Guess it spretty normal when u have to meet almost everyone in my family in 1 day.... I guess he did well mixed ard with my aunties and my uncles sat down at 1 table with them and started talking nonsense... Hahahaha......It was alrite afterall........ After the whole thing was over it was cleaning up time.....Wah lannnnnnn....... Loads of work man........Thats the reason why im so tired..... Sheesh
Cheezy
Its all Good.
GooooooD Morningggggggggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Had a pretty ok day yesterday....... took my time to wake up shower and over to my sis's place..... Had a great time with my niece and nephew......My niece have grown up.......Caried her a bit and it felt like im carry weight...... Sheesh!!!! My sweet lil nurul........ Khairul Anuar my nephew on the other hand was a bundle of joy to carry.....So small but i couldnt stand it when he started his crying nonsense.......
Then my aunties came....... One of em came up to me and said "Sorang ajer???" and i went like "Sorang lar abeh nak bawak saper??" Not knowing that she knew bout my baby elfie....... Then i went about doing my own things helped my mom a bit..... She asked me to help her clean up the chickens and i was like ok no sweat done it before....... I was minding my own business cleaning up the chickens then my grandma came up to me, wanting to wash her hands... Then she went like "mama cakap kau ader "KAWAN" baru??" For a moment there i was speechless then i just gave her smile....... I guess my mom did tell everyone about ELFIE..... Hahahaha....... Then my aunt was saying "Dulu dier tgk orang pakai cermin mata hitam sekarang dier dah bukak dier punya cermin mata nampak clear sikit"........ Again i was dumbfounded and i started giglling and shook my head...... I guess at that point i was turning REd.....Bliushing my cheeks out hahahaha...........
Came home had a lil conversation with elf and everything was fine.... We hung up on a good note...... Then he called me again.... I knew it wasnt good..... Well he was pissed cause he got called up to go to work tomorrow..... Well its alrite that he cant be here early in the morning tomorrow....... But at least he will be here....... Anyway time for me to retire and try to get some sleep..... Long day tomoro........... Till then...
Au Revoir
Its all Good.
arLueeeeee.............
Heh the pictures i took on the nite out on wednesday are ready boi!! Kewl shit......I developed the pictures at far east while on the way to meet ELFIE........There was 1 particular picture which spooked me and elfie..... I took a picture with kin at the beach that nite and behind us were some lights commin from the ships.......When i saw the picture which was developed we(meaning kin n me) appeared to be transparent to the lights..... The light streamed rite thru us as if we werent there at all...... There was no break in the stream of lites from the ships.... and beside kin there was this eerie white thingy lurking beside her.... Oh My Gawd!!!!!! Could it be????? I have no idea and quite frankly i wouldnt wanna know.....
Anyway i had a quiet dayout with ELFIE today.... We wanted to catch a movie but didnt cause the seats were like taken up and stuff.....leceh man........ In the end we ate at seoul garden....... I was filled up like an empty tank man.....Then we sat down a bit talked a bit.....Overall it was a pleasant day....... Can't wait till sunday.... He's commin over help out with the kenduri... Theres sure to be loads of chattering amongst my aunties and uncles about him..... Well afterall my MOM invited him not me...... Elfie is my mom's favourite i guess...... kherkherkher
Till then
Cheerz!!!
Its all Good.
Irieeeeeeeee..............
Im like so sleepy and stuff....Woke up to the vibrations from my Phone.... Dydee(elf's lil bro) caled asking me for directions to the food place at Bugis........
Spent the whole nite changing stuff on me blog and of course did some stuff to elfie's one too..... Daym tedious man.....Loads of graphics editing and creating some just to make it look nice...... And not forgetting having to sign up for tag boards la this la that la......Whosssssh loads of work man.........And i had to find the perfect kaler for mine...... I simply got sick of the old one which looked kinda dull...... My blog's and elf's it almost the same the difference is the kaler and graphics other then that it looks kinda the same........
Anyway i got some pictures from the gig but i have decided to uoload only one....... Here are the crews which helped out in the gig..........I would like to THANK ALL OF EM for helping us out.... And i hope You lads enjoyed the Supper after that!!!!
Cheerz........Adioz Amigos....
Its all Good.
Hey.........
I've been waiting for a phone call since i woke up...... But it seems its not gonna happened.....
I am so worried..... Worried Sick till i became literally sick........ The world out there is full of uncertainties.....I dunno what might happened.....And i dunno whats happening.......
tried calling him but he off his phone..... I kept telling myself its alrite hes not gonna do stupid things....... But everytime i hear the stupid operator talks........ I got a lil bit upset...... I know i did wrong in the morning but i already apologize...... He need not prolong it any further by doing this...... Its just gonna make matters worst and for course it upsets me.......
Its all Good.
Oiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~
I had a long day last nite man.......
First i went to kin house to scan some pics from da gig then back home to get some clothes...And then rush to the gym........
Had a full work out at the gym....I wan on detox so i was a lil bit out of breathe at times.....Hehehe
After which me and kin were off to one fullerton .....hehehehe.......Had a fantastic time there took loads of pictures whichever way we wanted.......Then we sat below the bridge talkng and stuff and listen to the loud music commin from centro.....Power dar.....we felt like peeing so we took a walk to find a toilet which we did!......Then of walking ard not kowing where to go......Finally we decided to go makan at NEWTON....... Calamari n Stingray man........ I felt so guilty after erkkkkkkkkkkk........
Then we had to find some other place to go.......There was still some more films in the camwa........Next stop EAST COAST!!!!!!!! hahahaha........We took some pictures there talked a bit..........Then at 6am decided to go to Mc and have some Tea..... But before that we just had to take sopme pictures with the giant McFlurry.....hehehehe........ It was awesomeeeee.......
We are very stoned by then......So we took a walk to catch a cab out of east coast and into the Marine Crescent estates.....Not long we got our cab and was on our way home......
Was about to sleep when i got home, ELf called me.......Once again he was talking about MArch 12........ Daym he just brought my day down......BINGIT!!!!!!! Now its like 5+.....I know hes out from work already......No news from him......Well its alright no lost for me!!
Adioz SUCKERzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Elfie Red KedGe
Its all Good.
Hey hope your happy with the decision you made…..
The fact that you screamed at me because of your music….
Not realizing that I was once there for you to help you pick up the pieces…
And I still end up second to nothing…….
It SUCKS and it HURTS………
I didn’t stop you from doing the things you wanna do…..
I really hope your music will look after you when ur old and when u’re at your death bed…..
You wants things to go your way…..Go ahead
It has always been your way anyway………
You always say what you wanna say and dun mean it at the end of the day…….
Me on the other hand did what we said we would when shit happened few months back…….
I guess we are just too different……
Or maybe I’m sick of empty promises…….
I wish I was away….. Then this wouldn’t have happened….
I wouldn’t have met you and I need not feel this pain…..
Anyway have fun while it last… Enjoy the lights which are shone on you…… I will no longer be there for you….. But tell me when its over…….
I still need you …… But not like this……
A fren told me to ask myself “If this was worth my tears every night”……. Maybe Not
Maybe I will tell myself to let it go…. Let him be whatever he wants to be…. Do what he wants to do…. But I sure do hope that he realizes things and put himself in my shoe…. What if he was second to my Friends….. That was once me and now not anymore….. I learnt from mistakes I hope he will too soon…… Before its too late……..
BETTER OFF DEAD!!!!!!!!!
Its all Good.
CHEATING ON UR LADY!!!!! YOU BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!
I couldn’t sleep, so I turned to the magazines which elf and myself bought a couple of days back… I was reading NEWMAN (a magazine for guys, duh….. Elf made me bring it home cause it wouldn’t fit in his bag) and stumbled upon this article about men cheating on their ladies….. It kinda got to me cause at least someone or something is actually looking at things in a lady’s perspective…. Elf no longer thinks in a lady kinda way hes working now and has a different perspective….No longer a feminist I guess…
Lemme just extract some of the things which I think YOU GUYS should ponder on…Cause I believe it true whatever was laid out…..(Please note that this was written by a guy for his readers)
*Realizing the impulse to cheat is organic to us is not a good reason to act on it. If we all ate what we wanted, we’d be a nation full of fat bastards…
*Modern relationships are built on a foundation of love and trust. This foundation needs to be safe guarded….
*You may too experience a surge of emotions with your co-worker. In retrospect, you will realize these emotions have more to do with basic horniness rationalized as something grander…. Think you’ve found , “your alternative soul mate from another life?” You need to get kicked right in the nuts 1st for using the overuse term “soul mate” and 2nd misguiding yourself into thinking your feelings of “new love”, are anything more than childish greediness…….
*One of the most telling factors of maturity is an individual’s ability to be loyal. If you can’t be loyal to the person you love, she ought to replace your wayward ass with a Labrador capable of far greater loyalty…
IT’S NOT WORTH IT…..
*Your partner has bestowed upon you the most valuable gift she can give, her TRUST.
*All it takes is one false move to destroy that trust. Once it’s gone you can never get it back.
*There are absolutes in this world – right and wrong, and there are some hurts which are unrepairable.
*One of this is sticking your shlong inside another woman’s vagina, because if sex is the ultimate expression for love, cheating is the ultimate insult to it….
*Before you forge ahead with that tryst, think about what you really have…. Think about what life would be without your partner…. Bleak right??? That’s what it will be like for real if she leaves you……
*Keeping this in mind, it would seem the answer to cheating dilemma is obvious…..
………….END……………….
Ouh ya I read in another magazine(I forgot which one)….. It applies to both Lads and Ladies……
The fact that if you at any point of time talk to someone else for example having Phone/Cyber sex without having to meet them….And yet you have this intimate conversations with them it is as FUCKING good as
CHEATING on your partner…. Even if that person is your best friend and of the opposite sex……
Why cant we just treasure the one person we have right in front of us.......Dammit i hate this place
Its all Good.
Hey BITCH!
I can safely say that i am actually pretty SICK of things that are happening around me................ I need something new......... I need new and fresh air..........
My Enuff of List
Enuff of the scene.....
Enuff with the music.......
Enuff with putting up with Elf's nonsense.........
Enuff with other people treating me like dirt......
Enuff of people telling me what to do........
Enuff of the economic crisis shit.......
Enuff of SINGAPORE........
Enuff of tidying up my hair..........
Enuff of Rice..............
Enuff of having to deal with my irregular periods.......
Enuff of PRE MENSTRUAL SYNDROME............
Enuff of my mom asking me to find a fucking job........
Enuff of having to please people........
Enuff of Gigs and stuff..........
Enuff of going to other people's wedding.........
Enuff of my fucking untidy pig stylr of a room
Enuff of the Fats in my body...............
Enuff of the ciggies...........
Enuff of relationship without trust.......
Aghhhhhh FUCKING HELL.........I HAVE HAD ENUFF OF THIS MUNDANE WORLD.............. Time for a change.....
These are the things i want as a change......and there are always the BUTs in those
New shoes............
New room...........
New Wardrobe
New house for myself.........
New Friends.......
New group of people to mix with.........
New places to go.........Travelling!!!!!!!!!
Doing whatever i want and setting my own limits! I'm not stupid you know......... I hate COPS....Hate taling or getting involve with them......Si bei Kwai Lan Son of a Bitch.......
People including ELf to stop blabbering in my ears......
A relationship where things goes my way a lil bit more.........
I wanna laff at everything and anything that comes in my way........Even though if my dad barks at me........
A well toned body.........But i notice im becoming muscular plak..........Thanks to the weights i lifted at the gym......
But all i want actually is
A FUCKING PIECE OF MIND!!! THESE BASTARDS DEPRIVED ME OF THAT!!!!!!
Its all Good.
MARRIAGE?????????
I was going out to buy food for myself.... I din like wat my mommy cooked... So went out to get something from KFC....I askef for original and that stupid gerl gave me crispy.....I eand up eating only 1 piece out of the 3 the whip potato and the coleslaw....My mom was making a lot of noise about my diet.....She ask me why i haven not been eating rice.....she was saying that if i wanted to loose weight i still have to eat rice........and i went like ya okok........Then she told me that a fren of mine came over to pass me her wedding invitation.......
Arghhhhhhhh.................Another wedding to go to......sheesh.........She was my good fren in secondary school......Wow how time flies man.......Now shes next in the married women category..........Good for her then.....Im going with my mom next sat and will meet ELF there.......
Whats with marriage anyways??????? Anyway i told elf i dun wanna get married and he said i was irritating?????? WHAT DA FUCK!!!!! Dier tgh PMS agaknyer...........HAHAHAHAHAHHA~~!!!!!
Adiossssssss.......
Its all Good.
FOR ME BABY ELFIE
Billy Joel
For The Longest Time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
if you'd say goodbye to me tonight
there would still be music left to write
what else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
that hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone
now I know that happiness goes on
that's where you found me
when you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
I'm that voice your hearing in the hall
and the greatest miracle of all
is how I need you
and how you needed me too
that hasn't happened for the longest time
maybe this won't last very long
but you feel so right
and I could be wrong
maybe I've been hoping too hard
I've gone this far
and it's more than I hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on
maybe I'll be sorry when your gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
hold on to your heart
now I know the woman that you are
you're wonderful so far
and it's more than I hoped for
I don't care what concequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you oughta know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
(fade)
Its all Good.
Billy Joel
For The Longest Time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
if you'd say goodbye to me tonight
there would still be music left to write
what else could I do
I'm so inspired by you
that hasn't happened for the longest time
Once I thought my innocence was gone
now I know that happiness goes on
that's where you found me
when you put your arms around me
I haven't been there for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
I'm that voice your hearing in the hall
and the greatest miracle of all
is how I need you
and how you needed me too
that hasn't happened for the longest time
maybe this won't last very long
but you feel so right
and I could be wrong
maybe I've been hoping too hard
I've gone this far
and it's more than I hoped for
Who knows how much further we'll go on
maybe I'll be sorry when your gone
I'll take my chances
I forgot how nice romance is
I haven't been there for the longest time
I had second thoughts at the start
I said to myself
hold on to your heart
now I know the woman that you are
you're wonderful so far
and it's more than I hoped for
I don't care what concequence it brings
I have been a fool for lesser things
I want you so bad
I think you oughta know that
I intend to hold you for the longest time
woohoohoohoo for the longest time
woohoohoo for the longest time
(fade)
Its all Good.
Hey its our 10th month together............
Loads of hard work and heart pains but we got thru it......Its not even the beginning.......Theres a long road ahead of us.Good Luck To Us Ya.....
Luv Ann.....
For Elfie And Ann
Its all Good.
Once awhile i share some rubbish with people this is just one of those days......ENJOY!!!!!!
I did the test myself and found out that....
I AM TWEETY BIRD!!!!!!!
>> > >
Which Looney Toon Are You?
> > > > Don't read ahead please.
> > > >
> > > > Ever wonder which cartoon character you are most like?
> > > > Well, a team of researchers got together and analyzed
> > > > the personalities of cartoon characters. The gathered
> > > > information has been incorporated into this quiz.
> > > >
> > > > Answer each question with the choice that most
> > > > describes you at this point in your life, then add up
> > > > the points that correspond with your answers.
>
>
> > > > 1. Which describes your perfect date?
> > > > a) Candlelight dinner for two
> > > > b) Amusement Park
> > > > c) Rollerblading in the park
> > > > d) Rock Concert
> > > > e) See a movie
> > > > 2. What is your favorite type of music?
> > > > a) Rock and Roll
> > > > b) Alternative
> > > > c) Soft Rock
> > > > d) Classical
> > > > e) Christian
> > > > 3. What is your favorite type of movie?
> > > > a) Comedy
> > > > b) Horror
> > > > c) Musical
> > > > d) Romance
> > > > e) Documentary
> > > > 4. Which of the following jobs would you choose if you
> > > > were given only these choices?
> > > > a) Waiter/Waitress
> > > > b) Sports Player
> > > > c) Teacher
> > > > d) Policeman
> > > > e) Bartender
> > > > 5. Which would you rather do if you had an hour to
> > > > waste?
> > > > a) Work out
> > > > b) Read
> > > > c) Watch TV
> > > > d) Listen to the radio
> > > > e) Sleep
> > > > 6. Of the following colors, which do you like the
> > > > best?
> > > > a) Yellow
> > > > b) White
> > > > c) Sky blue
> > > > d) Teal
> > > > e) Red
> > > > 7. Which one of the following would you like to eat
> > > > right now?
> > > > a) Ice cream
> > > > b) Pizza
> > > > c) Sushi
> > > > d) Pasta
> > > > e) Salad
> > > > 8. Which is your favorite holiday?
> > > > a) Halloween
> > > > b) Christmas
> > > > c) New Year's
> > > > d) Valentine's Day
> > > > e) Thanksgiving
> > > > 9. If you could go to any of the following places,
> > > > which would it be?
> > > > a) Paris
> > > > b) Spain
> > > > c) Las Vegas
> > > > d) Hawaii
> > > > e) Hollywood
> > > > 10. Of the following, who would you rather spend time
> > > > with?
> > > > a) Someone who is smart
> > > > b) Someone with good looks
> > > > c) Someone who is a party animal
> > > > d) Someone who has fun all the time
> > > > e) Someone who is very emotional
> > > > Now total up your points on each question and find
> > > > your
> > > > character below:
> > > > 1. a-4 b-2 c-5 d-1 e-3
> > > > 2. a-2 b-1 c-4 d-5 e-3
> > > > 3. a-2 b-1 c-3 d-4 e-5
> > > > 4. a-4 b-5 c-3 d-2 e-1
> > > > 5. a-5 b-4 c-2 d-1 e-3
> > > > 6. a-1 b-5 c-3 d-2 e-4
> > > > 7. a-3 b-2 c-1 d-4 e-5
> > > > 8. a-1 b-3 c-2 d-4 e-5
> > > > 9. a- 4 b-5 c-1 d-4 e-3
> > > > 10. a-5 b-2 c-1 d-3 e-4
> > > > NOW, Find out which Looney Tune you are:
> > > > (10-17 points)
> > > >
You are TAZ: You are wild and crazy and you know it.
> > > > You know how to have fun, but you may take it to
> > > > extremes. You know what you are doing though, and are
> > > > much in control of your own life. People don't always
> > > > see things your way, but that doesn't mean that you
> > > > should do away with your beliefs. Try to remember that
> > > > your wild spirit can lead to hurting yourself and
> > > > others.
> > > > (18-26 points)
> > > >
You are BUGS BUNNY: You are fun, friendly, and
> > > > popular. You are a real crowd pleaser. Have probably
> > > > been out on the town your share of times, yet you come
> > > > home with the values that your mother taught you.
> > > > Marriage and children are important to you, but only
> > > > after you have fun. Don't let the people you please
> > > > influence you to stray.
> > > > (27-34 points)
> > > >
You are TWEETY: You are cute, and everyone loves you.
> > > > You are a best friend that no one takes the chance of
> > > > losing. You never hurt feelings and seldom have your
> > > > own feelings hurt. Life is a breeze. You are witty,
> > > > and
> > > > calm most of the time. Just keep clear of back
> > > > stabbers, and you are worry-free.
> > > > (35-42 points)
> > > >
You are PEPE LE PEW: (without the smell) You are a
> > > > lover. Romance, flowers, and wine are all you need to
> > > > enjoy yourself. You are serious about all commitments.
> > > > A family person. You call your Mom every Sunday, and
> > > > never forget a Birthday. Don't let your passion for
> > > > romance get confused with the real thing.
> > > > (43-50 points)
> > > >
You are SPEEDY GONZALES: You are smart, a real
> > > > thinker.
> > > > Every situation is approached with a plan. You are
> > > > very healthy in mind and body. You teach strong family
> > > > values. Keep your feet planted in them, but don't
> > > > overlook a bad situation when it does happen.
Its all Good.
The Greatest Pain in Life
The greatest pain in life
is not to die, but to be ignored.
To lose the person you love so
much to another who doesn't care at all.
To have someone you care so about so much throw a party...
and not tell you about it.
When your favorite person on earth
neglects to invite you to his graduation.
To have people think that you don't care.
The greatest pain in life,
is not to die,
but to be forgotten.
To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.
To never get a call from a friend,
just saying "hi".
When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.
For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.
When it seems like the only person who cares about you,
is you.
Life is full of pain,
but does it ever get better?
Will people ever care about each other,
and make time for those who are in need?
Each of us has a part to play
in this great show we call life.
Each of us has a duty to mankind
to tell our friends we love them.
If you do not care about your friends
you will not be punished.
You will simply be ignored...
forgotten...
as you have done to others.
This poem was written by a young girl who committed suicide some years ago.
Please show someone you care for them today. It takes so little of your time to smile, give a hug, a word of encouragement or just to say "I care" You will be rewarded for sure:-)
Its all Good.
QUOTES THAT MEANS SOMETHING TO ME AT THIS TOUGH TIMES
I was looking for some stuff and i stumbled upon this nice words.......Something that i will remember........
For my Baby Elfie,
If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you
If one day you want to run away--
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stop...
But I can run with you
If one day you don't want to listen
to anyone...Call me.
I promise to be there for you.
And I promise to be very quiet.
But if one day you call...
And there is no answer...
Come fast to see me.
Perhaps I need you.
Its all Good.
Before i start the Blog proper......Take a good look at the picture above.......Arent they the cutest things??? They have dreams and so do i.I wanna be exactly where there are in years to come....happy and living lif as it should be........ Rite now i will live a day as it comes and prepare myself for the journey that i have decided to embark on.....I wish myself luck and i wish Elfie love..... Take CaRe..
I came out from my mom's womb crying......
Because i know, the moment im out of her,
My life will be full of sin in this world......
I was born a muslim but why didnt i follow the teachings of Islam
Why did i choose to lead my life the way it was lived....
Full of outraged and disgrace......
Perhaps its time a lesson is learnt....
Things happened for a reason....
Its telling em that its time to go back.....
Find out who i was.......
And follow the path that my dad sang to me in my ears
The moment he told me i was a muslim when i was a few hours old......
May i find the truth in myself with 'HIS' help .......Amin
Its all Good.
Somehow i feel that i am put here on this earth to fend for myself.......Most people have someone they can talk to ot give them a little bit of attention........But me i have to keep it to myself and break down sometimes........Life is pressurizing......Going out of the house is difficult and staying home its stressful.......I do go out most of the time and when i do, i feel so free to do whatever i please.....Not much of a restiction.......I know my limits though.......I hate troubles and wouldnt wanna get myself into it......
As of this moment i have decided to just do things my way........
Its all Good.
TROPHIES????????????????????????
Who the FUCK do they think they are, calling us gerls their throphies????? Well i just learned from someone today that he has been treating his gerl as a TROPHY... And it was like WHAT DA FUCK to me!!!! I went on the net and started adkin some guy frens a ques. Here is one of the replies......
Ques : What do you mean when you treat ur gerl as though they are trophies? im trying to find out wat it means in a guy prospective
Ans: to me it means... getting the girl was like a challange... then u just keep em without much love, just for the sake of winning one.... then he can go and collect more trophies
Thanks LAD (u know hu u are, for making me understand what it means..U r such a dear fren)
This trophy collectors should be colected themselves.... Then they know the feeling of being THE TROPHY
Its all Good.
Irieeeeeeeeee...............
Hey hey......Today was loads of good news.......... I went to the doctor for a check up........I must say that i was glad to know that i was in the pink of health and that there was nothing was wrong wif me....... But the bill was........... 89 BUCKAROOS...... (pengsan u know)
Had my bestfren accompany me thruout the day........After the check up we headed to dhoby Ghaut was suppose to meet elfie there to pay for the equipment......Me n kin had lunch at LONG JOHN SILVER......There were lots to see and lots to talk about just by being there at LJS........Then off to thenMRT where we waited for ELF for more than an hour....Pretty kewl la we had loads to talk about......Played a game or two.....Mostly logic games.....
Then HE came.........Clad in his red shirt and looking as good as he always is......(sheesh)........And that goofy smile.......hahahaha........he came he sat down and took out his ciggies.......I was the first to take it......I was dying for a puff.....khakhakha..
We did loads of walking after elfie came.....Ferst to TNT then to The Substation and then walk back to cuippage starhub centre where elf bought his new phone..... (me grinzz)........then we walked 1 whole round to go to the food court at cuppage.....Just becoz elf couldnt decide what to eat......(me grinz again).........
We slack a lil and then went home.....On the bus kin said "Alamak Aku nak Terkencing la".......Hahahaha but she had no choice but to hold it till she reach home....I was kinda tired so i took my shower went to bed only to wake up at 3.10am.........Wadda hell!!!!!!!!! Now i muist force meself to sleep!!!!!
Adioz Punkz!
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SWEAR, SWEARS, SWEARING................
BLINK 182
Dammit - (3:05)
(Take your pants off!)
It's alright / to tell me / what you think / about me
I won't try / to argue / or hold it / against you
I know that / you're leaving / you must have / your reasons
the season / is calling / and your pictures / are falling down
(they're falling down)
The steps that / I retrace / the sad look / on your face
the timing / and structure / did you hear / that he fucked her?
a day late / a buck short / I'm writing / the report
on losing / and failing / when I move / I'm flailing now
And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
someone that understands
sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
and I've been here for too long
to face this on my own
well I guess this is growing up
well I guess this is growing up
And maybe / I'll see you / at a movie / sneak preview
you'll show up / and walk by / on the arm / of that guy
and I'll smile / and you'll wave / we'll pretend / it's okay
the charade / it won't last / when he's gone / I won't come back
And it'll happen once again
you'll turn to a friend
someone that understands
and sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
and you've been there for too long
to face this on your own
well I guess this is growing up
Well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
well, I guess this is growing up
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Mark: Alright! Thanks a lot you guys! woo!
We'll see ya next time, motherfuckers!
Tom has no dick! No dick at all people!
Thanks a lot and goodnight!
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Irieeeeeeeeeeee..............
I some times wonder why people swear.......I swear too!! When im really mad at the situation.....Try to refrain from it.....But some people just make it a must in their sentenc........SHEESH!!!!!! WaDDa HeLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here Are The Top 10 Most Commonly Used Words......
1. FUCK YOU LA
2. CIBAI
3. BUTO (Typical M7M's favourite word)
4. Ka Ni Na
5. SIAL
6. PUKI
7. BABI
8. BITCH
9. ASSHOLE
10. ANAK SUNDAL (Wooohoooo typical M's word when the fight over dicks)
Wakakaka.....This is my opinion and mine only.....Anyone Who feels the Pinch...Please Be reminded that its
NOT my
FUCKING PROBLEM...
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Hey~~~~~~How Ya Doin???
If you ask me, i can safely say....I've been riding a roller coaster ride for more then month now.....I thought everything was ok......Arghhhhhhhhh.......Then he lost his FUCKING HANDPHONE!!! And i become the bag he could throw and pick up and punch and kick and scream at......
Well once again i was blamed for the lost of his HP.....He said that he wouldnt have lost it if he din have to call me during lunch.......And when i said i din ask u to call me during lunch..You chose to call.......And he countered that he was afraid that if he din call me i would be angry......Well i told him i wouldnt, i will be sleeping anyway.......It wouldnt have bothered me so much....
And somehow i found it pointless to continue the conversation after he said mean things about me and stuff..... He was angry he lost his phone and he couldnt care less about other people's feeling.......I got a lil upset and my voice changed.....Then i told him i think we better hang up cause you have to wait for a phone call......Then he said "What about you, you and your upset nonsenses".......I just said i will be alrite.......ALthough it hrt me it was ok.....I was willing to swallow things......I wouldnt wanna go thru what i went thru the past few weeks.........Elf has changed to become some temperamental person.....I am one too.....But in order to save this relationship 1 have to give in.....So i decide to be it.......Even if he doesnt think so.......
He called me again......I was hoping he will apologise for what he said.....But he didnt....Instead he called just to be sacarstic and say mean things again......Maybe its my time to feel such things....So be it then........It was less than a 5 minutes phone call.......All he said was "Takder Fone kan! Tak payah berbual la, BYE!!".....
nevermind la if he wants to be like this forever.....I will swallow everything....And keep telling myself its gonna be alrite and things are gonna be better......But i thing i just wanna tell him that I DUN NEED UR MONEY.....And i know money dun fall from the sky.....I am looking for a job......You know what i have planned to do and i have got myself doing it.....You dun have to sound like ur DAD.....All you do is hurt others like ur hurting me.......Im crying maybe because i feel mad and i cant do anything about it and im crying maybe you were so mean with your words........
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DRUM HEROES
Whoaaaaaaa...........Look at the time man..... Its 9.20am Singapura Time..... And im still awaKe....Hahaha been downloading music videos from BLINK 182, NFG and stuff.....Kept me awake all morning......Anyway here are my DRUM HEROES!!!
INTRODUCING.....................
CYRUS - NEW FOUND GLORY
TRAVIS - BLINK 182
ELFIE - MARCH 12
TREVOR - FAIRVIEW
kherkherkher these are my chosen heroes..........Till then MAY DA FORCEZ BE WIF YA! PEACE!!! khakhakhkha
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MoMentz
There are always Good and Bad Moments in our lives.. And of course there are some where we could not recall perhaps we are getting too “old” and our brain memory has loads of bad sectors and memories are lost or maybe we were too young to remember….. Here are some which I remember and some which I wished I could have remembered…….
Those Kewl Momentz That I Had….
1.Passing My PSLE n ‘O’ Levels and showed my elder sister that I did much better in my ‘O’s then she did.. That was fun…
2. My poly days.. The fun I had wif my frens of course and not doing the modules..
3.Getting what I wanted when I showed my parents I did it
4.Getting the offer letter from Curtin University and EDU…To do double major in Business in Perth.
5.My first puppy so called love….With a notorious Arse.. hahaha.. These guyz always keeps me going..
6.Getting to know Wan and accidently telling him that I had a crush on someone working at his company only to find out he was the only malay in that place.. And the fella I was talking about was actually him…PAI SEY siaaaaa…….
7.Being in my School Netball team for 2 years (during primary school)
8.Coming in THIRD at the Nanyang Poly Inter-School Netball Tournament (School of Business)
9.Learning what drinking, smoking, sex, scandals, flings, friends getting pregnant is all about.
10. Getting my ferst Bob Marley CD at the age of I forgot when.. 13 I think…Till now reggae is still my top listening choice..
11. Getting Drunk and puking all over the place.
12. Yr 2000 chalet which I organized with few friends.. Around 70 people turned up including gate crashers… HAPPENING…
13. The finest yrs of my life when i was slim hahahhaha
14. And the beginning of a relationship with Elfie who is currently still MINE and MINE only…kherkherkher
Terrible Momentz..
1.My dad said my ‘O’ levels result aint good enuff.. (I had 18 points for goodness sake and could make it to poly doing business)..
2.Getting engaged to an ARSE who keeps beating me up!!! @$#%@ and finally calling it off…
3.Arguments with Elf….Its never nice…..
4.Having to stay 6 more months in poly just to repeat 1 module…”PATHETIC”
5.Falling out with some friends…..
6.My dad not allowing me to further my studies in PERTH….Thus I had to turn down the offers…
7.Putting on excessive weight due to staying home..
8.Breaking down due to stress cause I din get any job offers…
9.Mommy nagging at me about stuff….
10. BREAK UPS!!! With the ferst ever person whom I considered being with him was fate…Im a SUCKER aint i…
11. Losing my GrandMaMa(My Mom’s Mom)…. She was the one who was always there to remind me family is important and no matter how much they scold you they just love you.. May Allah Bless Her Soul…Amin
I Wish I Remember This Moments….
1.Reaction on my parents face when I was born.
2.My first step……
3.The old place where I use to live..Prince Charles Square which my mom told me was no more…
4.My Grandad (my Mom’s Dad)…He passed away when I was still a lil toddler…. May Allah Bless His Soul…Amin
5.My first day in kindergarten…..
6.My ferst pair of shoes….
7.I saw a picture of me in a lil bikini hahaha….I was 3 I think…I dun recall that day at all…..
8.Moving to Jurong…..
9.Dun remember much about my life at my Late GrandMaMa’s place in Taman Jurong… I spent my childhood there….
10. Why in the world I got myself into a school play which was running for 3 shows……hahaha
These are just some......Of course there are some things better left untold hehehehe.....
MOMENTZ
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Irieeeeeeeeee............
Ferst Things Ferst – My Day
I finally got to sleep at 6am, woke up about 6+ cause babykuk called as he was on his way to work…..Went bad to zzzZzzzzzZ again and woke up only to find my self panicking….Got a message from Nizam SangFroid telling me a last minute bad news….They cant make it on the Sun 15th……Arghhhhhhh….Their guitarist had to go on a business trip and will be back only on MONDAY!!! Panic stricken and half awake I had to think of a solution rite away…… And of course I did…. Kherkherkherkher…. Not much of a problem we had a back up plan and its settle…. No more worries…..Forced myself to get some more rest and finally woke up at 4pm (woke up in between that though, to pee la fone call la msgs lar and all the other lars)…Pretty laid back I wasn’t rushing……Made plans with my gerl frens but ended up meeting my other mates whom I’ve not seen for so blardie mudder freaking long…..
Took the 502 from my place, the traffic was fucking horrendous ballz…..syhit bus lembab and was definitely getting on my nerves…. FINALLY my stop… Alighted and was greeted by the smile from Elf…..Senang sikit hati wakakakka (KODAK MOMENTS)…..Walk to Plaza Sing and was very well greeted by me PEERS….Sondee, Man & Wafa……But my tummy was grumbling……It was saying “GO EAT YOU BITCH”…..hahaha hungry la…. KFC was where the food was…….
Me and Man kinda made a fool out of ourselves but it was fun…We did it for our own selves…….Do you know the ‘Buddy Meal Advert’…..hahahahaha we did just that….But instead of saying 1 we jump to the counter and said “2 Buddy Meal” hahahaha…….The fella at the counter couldn’t help giggling…….wakakka……We were eating and stuff then the lads notice some girls at one corner of KFC….They were talking bout them and stuff while having our meal…. Man finished up his food and went to wash his hands…. After which he did the unthinkable he went to that corner sat down with the gerls and started talking to them… Hahahahahah….We couldn’t believe our eyes man…..But he did it and he got their number, it was Stacy and Joanne.. Some gothic girls…..
We walked abit after that.. Suppose to go to coffee club express but I told em coffee club without the express… So they went to the wrong place and ended up leaving the place without having anything…hahaha…we are arses…hahahah….. We hung out a lil bit and went home.. To sum it all up it was A Pwetty GREAT Day!!!!!!
Its all Good.
Irieeeeeeeee.........
Kherkherkher......Today was ok.........Started out really bad but then after which after loads of raining everything was fine..... Made a last minute decision to meet ELF today........you should see the smile on my face when i saw him at the control station.........It was wide boi!!!!!.......Despite all the shit that happened Missing Him was undenialable.........Waited so long for this day to see his face.......And finally i got to see it...........hehehehe HAPPY LAR!!!!!!!!.........Then gently he asked me "Can i take you to the esplanade"...........I just nodded and kept on smiling........It was JAZZZZZZZZ nite at the ESPLANADE........Pweety kewl lar......After the show we went to have some food...........And headed to a beach and started to talk and blurt everything out..............It was sour at ferst but then after a long much needed talk just the two of us....... It was ok....... Well it true when they say "You never knew that you need someone so much until you lose them".......Been there done that......Im gonna make this work.......I will do my part more and i trust him to do his..... Hes my fren my lover but not my hero.... My hero are these Dudes........Check em out!!!!!!!
MY HEROS..............Wakakakakakaka.............
Be the one I need
Be the one I trust most
Don't stop inspiring me
Sometimes it's hard to keep on running
We work so much to keep it going
Don't make me want to give up
Adioz Amigos......
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SYHIT!!!!!.......I was waiting for a phonecall and i fellasleep.......But i was awoken a phonecall BUT it was not the one i was waiting for........He called la.........The sound of his voice wasnt at all soothing to my ears at this time.........It was more like needles poking thru every parts of me especially my eyes......He was simply emotionless........I had to deny myself the pain i felt.....Had to be strong enuff to put up with his bullshit........Feelings??????? What the fuck is that??? A lot of things went thru my mind......I WANTED OUT in many things..He just said No Comments.......Obviously for someone self centred as he is......... While i was talkign to him i felt like SYHIT and now after hanging up i feel like SYHIT TOO! I told him that i couldnt meet him for the whole of the week.....All he said was ok.......WOW!!!! What an Arrogant Bastard!!!!! I need to be stronger then this.......I cant afford anymore tears mmmy eyes hurt and in fact water is building up in my eye rite now....Its piercing my eye.......I guess it hurts me very much so.........but i can do nothing about it......I want to sleeeeepppp........I cant now..........My mind is once again shook and is all jumbled up and needs a few hours to rest at the bottom..........For now
IGNORANCE IS BLISS
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LUV AINT IN MY VOCABULARY ANYMORE....... RELATIONSHIP TO ME NOW ARE BASED ON OBLIGATIONS.....I LEARNED THAT TODAY.... YOU CAN FUCK AROUND ALL YOU WANT BUT DUN BREAK UP CAUSE YOU ARE JUST OBLIGATED TO BE IN A RELATIONSHIP........
AINT THAT KEWL......AND THE NEXT PHONECALL YOU GET FROM YER PARTNER DUN FERGET TO SAY "SYHIT HE/SHE CALLED".....OUH YA AND DUN FERGET TO SAY "MENYAMPAH"...... ITS A REAL EGO BOOSTER I TELL YA....
AND MAKE SURE UR PARTNER CRIES HER/HIS EYES OUT FOR THE WHOLE DAY......... YOU DUN HAVE TO CARE.....CAUSE YOU'RE JUST OBLIGATED TO BE TOGETHER NOT FATED........AND REMEMBER THE FUCKING WORK LUV AINT IN YOUR DICTIONARY OR VOCABULARY.......IF HE/SHE SAYS THAT HE/SHE LUVS YOU.....JUST SAY "FUCK OFF I HOPE YOU DIE!!!" WHATS LUV ANYWAY???????
ADIOZ AMIGOZ........
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You know when people log off fromt he IRc they tend to leave a QUIT message..... Some makes sense and some dun mean anything at all........I am no exception........ Here i some i got from the IRC today........
Quit Msgs That Make Sense
1. "The only exercise some people get is jumping to conclusions, running down their friends, side-stepping responsibility, and pushing their luck!"
2. SABAR itu iman , DUIT bukan kawan , DUNIA hanya pinjaman dan MATI tidak berteman..
3. Connection reset by peer
4. Sometimes learning the hard way is the only way to understand
5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
6. I miss you so fucking much I get mad everytime I see you around.
7. When love spark starts, it may seems to be wonderful but as it goes along, it involves more pain and obstacles than happiness..
Quit Msgs that either are TOO Lame or just simply DUMB
1. Never Say Die! Only the weaklings will give up
2. I love my life because it gave you me. I love you because you are my life.
3. Born To Be A Racer Not A Fighter
4. My life,my choice,my freedom....and You GET LOST+ STAY OFF FROM ME!
5. Lu relek one corner pastu sap jari suah.....
6. well, well, welcome to your Hell-idays. dont leave, the fun never begins.
7. »¡« Scøøp Script 2002 »!« Online translator, spell check, protections, quotes, jokes and much more! www.scoopsite.com
8. If condom are made of plastic, y can't we use plastic bag to replace condom??
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Ouh ya I wanted to share this with u people.....Fiq found it so you guys check it out........
http://www.plastelina.net/games/game1.html
WARNING: DUMB/STUPID UNLOGICAL PEOPLE/FREAKS SHOULD NOT TRY THIS OUT......YOUR BRAIN MIGHT EXPLODE!!!!
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He was a charm a lil Beautiful Boy....But hes a WRECK now!!!!! He thinks the world is about HIM!!! NOT!!!!
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Having Me Wasnt That Easy......
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Irieeeeee....... Anyway i forgot to say that i have been freaking bz with the GIG preparation........
JUNE 15TH is the big day........ Hopeit works out at
Substation Garden..........Gonna be there at bout 12noon since the gig starts at 2.30pm..... Gotta do some stuff before it commence,........ Haizzzzz For now its back to the planning........haizzzzzzzzzzzz tiring......... :)
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Irieeeeeeeeeeee.........Nothing much has been happening uh today boring......But i got a shock of my life today.......Somehow 'something' pushed me off my butt and force me to go down and check the letterbox........ So i went down open my lletterbox and true enuff there was a letter for me.... A letter my parents must never know i have received..... They did find out once and i sure got a good tongue lashing from them....... Nways i got a letter from prison.......... An Ex of mine who is now a fren of mine is once again back in.........I havent heard from him for close ro a yr plus......Like he said 18 months...... Its not his ferst time in that hell hole......Its his 4th.............How long is it gonna take him to realize his mistakes and stop repeating it......Well some people say
ONCE AN ADDICT ALWAYS AN ADDICT ........ Somehow i choose not to believe that but people like him make it difficult for me to see the light....... Same for my uncle......Well as usual EDDIE wrote his letters using all those difficult malay words which took me quite sometime to read....... I can see that hes ashamed of himself and even changed 'ganti nama' which i now understood means how he address himself...... He really hope that i will still be ard and write to him and stuff.....And he hopes to meet up with me someday after his release AGAIN! ........ Anyway it has been a routine for me to meet up with him after his release..... Won't be the ferst time though..........But this time round, i dun think i will be able to...... I have my own reasons....One of it is fairness to elfie...............In the letter EDDIE say hes still treasure our frenship and still luv me (as a fren or course)......... He says this all the time.......... But never change....... Advises have gone sour in his ears....I dun think it bothers him anymore.....I dunno how long he will be in this time......4th repeat offence.......... Pity ey? Another life wasted just because of that thing which willeventually kill.....
DAMMIT EDDIE CANT YOU JUST STOP!!!!
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WHEN ITS TOO LATE TO REGRET!!!!!!!
"Naughty Girl"
It's after 12
Can't face the day
Remind me just how hard it can be
To forget
I said things I didn't mean
You saw things you shouldn't have seen
Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know
Can't take the sadness
From your eyes
Can't put the truth back in my lies
Oh whoa
Don't make me try and explain
Let's just start over again
Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know
The more you try to stay
The more I let you go
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know
Won't stop and try to turn the clock back
I won't beg - I'm no good at that
Too late to start and act like a saint
Can't be something that I ain't
Been a naughty girl
Real bad so and so
Done too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know
The more you try to stay
The more I let you go
From one too many things a girl shouldn't know
I swear I never knew
I could hurt you so
One too many things a girl shouldn't know
Been a naughty girl
Been a naughty girl
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Irieeeeeeeeee.................Things are pretty different now.......More calm and relax......Perhaps elf going for training aint that bad.......It allows us to have time apart........And when w meet it was different.....It felt different.......(in a good way of course)...........This is what i want i guess......Met him just now cause he had his nite off........I was all smiley and stuff when i saw him........No arguements in fact we had nice conversation.......Finally i felt what i felt for him before..........It was nice......Miss him already.........I may have felt like shit and stuff with him......argued and cried and stuff....called him a jerk and stuff...But today he is the ELFIE i once knew......Made me luv him even more i guess........We have plans for this sat.....I think i wanna spend loads of time with him.....Just the both of us.....We owe it to ourselves.......Things are brightning up for now i guess......All Thanks to GOD......Anyway i met dicky just now to get the tickets for the gig.......It was niceeeeeeeeeeee.........Red and niceeeeeee.........hehehehe.........oklah i should stop being a NAUGHTY GIRL and treat ppl and myself better.......Till then.......TaTa.....
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