The fundamentals of love.
> Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on
> her. You found yourself charmed by the way she
> talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her
> best features and the way she embraces life with her
> laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry
> effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to
> her.
>
> You two then began to meet regularly, and you
> discover more things that you admire about her. Her
> clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she
> stands up for you when others doubt you. You find
> yourself thinking of her not just as a normal
> friend, but a very good friend. It is often during
> this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking
> of bringing their friendship to another level. After
> all, the kind of wonderful experience you have
> between each other can only become even better if it
> develops into a romantic relationship. In other
> words, the feeling is really unique - no one else
> seems able to replace her in your heart.
>
> So both of you agree to go steady and work even
> harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become
> a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.
>
>
> When You Forget The Fundamentals
> However, at some point in your relationship, you
> forgot how it all began. You start to take your
> partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more
> ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more
> trendily? Why must she assert her views and point
> out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for
> you?
>
> To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to
> reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory'
> contains all the reasons that you fell in love with
> her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed
> snippets of how your life has changed since meeting
> and loving her.
>
> Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for
> the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and
> snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual
> fashion sense that makes her stand out from the
> crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or
> finding fault with her now that she is your
> girlfriend?
>
> Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love,
> like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons
> you admired her during the friendship phase.
> Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love
> memory" in cold storage. As her boyfriend, you take
> up a new set of demands and expectations about her.
> These new ideas are not necessarily better; they
> could put your relationship at risk.
>
>
> The Secret Of Strong Relationships
> A healthy relationship, like learning to walk
> properly, follows a step-by-step development. You
> can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't
> friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us
> break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind
> courtship, but how many of those couples can go the
> distance? Couplehood works well when there is
> something you like about her (and vice versa), and
> I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.
>
> So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path,
> don't give up without checking on your "love
> memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love
> with her, and watch your relationship flourish with
> a newfound vigour.

The SPACES between our FINGERS were created
so that another person's fingers could FILL THEM IN

Its all Good.

Hmmm...

Hehehe... Lets recap yesterday....... I was at the blardie saloon for the whole day... did my hair and went bonkers over the cost.. $190!!!!!!

Yan fetch me from JGCC... I told him about the cost of the hair.... He was makin loads of noise... bla bla bla bla bla... He said the $190 can overhaul his whole bike just gotta add in some more money... And i was like rolling my eyes.... He kept mumbling and i said.. You jealous rite... Thats y u say all those things... hahahahaha

Reached the Johor customs and received a call from rapi...They were already on their way home... ouh ok... So we still went in met peter n kumar there... Sat for a few hours then we got bored... Then i said

Ann: U know how to get to second link from here on ur own rite?
Yan: Ya..
Ann: Want to jalan jalan?? Bored liao..
Yan: Sembarang, nak jln skrang eh... Kite gi machap eh?
Ann: Tak abes abes machap...
Yan: hahaha tak lah
Ann:Are you tired in the first place?
Yan: Ak ah.. Tired from sleeping... Later halfway you bring ah...
Ann: Ok dokie.....

Said bye to peter and kumar and off we went.......

Nite riding... Seeking solace or rather venting frustration....... hahaha.... but i got someone to accompany me always... Finally someone who understands my wants n needs..... Someone who has the same interest as i do.... Someone who taught me alot.... You can see the smile on my face.... Thats nice for a change...

Its all Good.

it WAS a boring day......

I was home the whole nite after work... There was nothing much to do yan was sleepin at home.. And i decided to disturb him a little....... Called him........ And we talked on the phone for sometime before rapi called him...

Yan: Jap eh, rapi call.....
Ann: Ok
Yan: Gi siap skrang jugak, will fetch u soon...
Ann: Ok....

In a jiff i was ready to meet him....

Went johor with the people........ It was fun..... as usual... the only difference this time was we went in by the first link and out by the second.... Went to some restaurant and listen to them k-ok. Oh My God...... Can die la.... Me and yan sat together and were smiling n laffin each time we hear something farnie.... hehehehe..... sometimes only the two of us catch the joke...... From where we were i rode on my own yan trusted me to take care of his bike....... It was fun..... i luved every moment of it...... This is life MY LIFE!!

No lies, no deceptions.... Anyway i found out the truth about someone.... He had feelings for 3 person at one time??? I got out of it so did N_ _ _ !! .... Good luck to the new gerl in the block... Be prepared for the crap..... hahaha... Cheerz beb... I tot him some of the tricks too *winks* hahaha

Its all Good.

B-zzZZzzzz

Its been a busy week... Was on course for the past 5 days.... And today was the last day... Final exam and graduation........ Left the course as a proud Dean's List winner... hahaha..... thank u thank u.... It was an an achievement... To get into the Dean's List we need to score a minimum of 91% for the total paper... and I DID IT........... 8 of us actually.....

Yesterday was fun........ Had a long day.... Course till 5 then home, i slept for a while and woke up to prepare myself for bbdc...... Went for practical then home.. Went for the last session. Lucky i pass.... hahaha..... Came home prepared myself for bed and at 12.30am i receive a call....

Yati: Oi.. Kau masok johor eh...
Ann: Tak ah, aku kat rumah nak tido...
Yati: Ala...
Ann: Asal...
Yati: Call yan suruh dier check aku lock pintu ke tak... Dier kat Mc
Ann: Ah ok..

......

Yan: Hellooo
Ann: Hello yan, kau kat Mc eh.. Check kan pintu lock ke tak? Yati feels unsecured la...
Yan: Ak ah... Kau nak gi johor tak?
Ann: Kau amek aku? Siaper gi?
Yan: Ribotz siak niari.....
Yan: Ah ok, kau gi siap skarang....
Ann: Ok...
Yan: Cepat k...

And at 12.37am i left home for johor.....

True enuff when we reach the junction, there were 12 bikes altogether.... Kecohhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
It was so much fun..... Everyone around talking to each other and there were a few new faces...

Its all Good.

Its all Good.

Tired.....

Me just got back from work... Feeling so daym sleepy actually....
Work was so laid back.... From morning my RM and the other asst mgr and myself was sitting down drinking coffee talking about the up coming course next week tat im attending... We sat and had the meeting for few hours until my RM got hungry...... off to lunch...... operationally ready for just 1 hr then home. hahaha...... fun shitz.......... slack sia work....

Anyway i was half dead during the meetin...... Had bout less than 2 hrs sleep. Went to jb again last nite.. 3 days in a row.. penatz woi........ This time round yan let me be on my own. He passed me the key then said "ok go on, aku tumpang yus"....... I was like!! HUH!!!!! You sure?? He said YA!.... hahahaha....... it was better riding alone........ bike feels lighter and i feel safer....... No worries about balancing.......

Thanks yan for your overwhelming confidence in me...........

Its all Good.

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye and she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken it’s toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken it’s toll on me
She said goodbye too many times before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
I have no choice cause I won’t say goodbye anymore

I’ll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything’s alright
My pressure on her hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that’s what you want me to do

Its all Good.

Morning Adventure 2 & 3

Lets start with yesterday..... Suppose to go jb with all of them... In the end we sat at the coffeeshop and chit chat for a while.... 1am and i ask Rosli if he wanted to go home... He said ok... Then yan wanted to go off too.... He have to lar coz he has to send me home... Waited for him to get out of the parking lot... Then the QUESTION.......

Yan: Kau nak gi johor pe?
Ann: Kau mcm penat jer...
Yan: Aku nak gi jln jln ni...
Ann: Kau nak masok??
Yan: Sembarang ah..
Ann: Ok ah sembarang... Amek helmet dulu.. Rosli has mine..
Yan: Ok kite ikut dier balik.....
Ann: Okie...
Yan: First link ke second??
Ann: urmmmm Second ah...
Yan: Beli rokok jer kan??
Ann: Yup yup....

In the end only me and yan went into johor..... A ride indeed... Jln sejauh tidak..

Morning adventure 3 Today la tuuuuu
Got a call from Rosli planning to go in at 9.30pm....
ok done deal. We areeeee going.....

Then alamak have to go back to work to do some stuff.. Irritating plak.... Then in the end everyone met at Mc.. off we gooooooooooooo

hehehee
oklah chill out ride tonite.....
fun as usual........
same ol gang....
yusri n aid, yan, rosli n kin, peter n gf n me

relaxin is heavenly.....

Its all Good.

Locked up, they won't let me out,
And I had a long day in court **** stressed me out,
Won't gimme the bail they can't get me out,
Now I'm headed to the county,
Gotta do a bid here, im used to living luxurous,
I don't wana live here, the walls is gray the clothes is orange,
The phones is broke, the food is garbage,
A lot a niggas is livin with these circumstances,
Sp's the same i still murk ya manz'z ,
Drug money to rap money work advances,
Niggas ran and told that i shoulda murked to kansas,
Niga got popped for a murda attempt,
Knocked me on d block when i was burning the hemph,
Had a brick in the stash hope they don't take to a further extent,
Locked up and they wont let me out,
When i hit my cell block, niggas know to get me out.


Im steady tryna find a motive,
Why do why i go,
Freedom aint gettin no closer,
No matter how far i go,
My car is stolen, no registration,
Cops partolin, and now they done stop me,
And i get locked up,


They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out


Headin up town to re up,
Back with a couple keys,
Corner blocks on fire,
Under covers dressed as feens,
Makin so much money,
Ride up smooth and fast,
Put away the stash,
And as i sold the last bag fucked around and got locked up

They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out


Now that im locked up i rep two sets so
Ima ride or die and stay d blocked up
Two tooth brushes up,
Whoever wanted with p
When i walk by nigga get up,
Cuz im locked up they cant get me out,
I smoke a stick of haze when they stress me out,
Go and hit the bar when the reds be out,
Cant wait for the day when they let me out,


Cuz visitation no longer comes by,
Seems like they forgot about me,
Commissary is getting empty,
My cell mates getting food without me,
Can't wait to get out and move forward with my life,
Got a family that loves me and wants me to do right
But instead I get locked up


They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they wont let me out, (my nigga im locked up)
They won't let me out, they won't let me out, (im locked up)
They won't let me out no, they won't let me out (cuz im locked up)

Its all Good.

No Matter How Hard i Can Be, No Matter How Much My Heart Can Freeze

Im a lady afterall!! I Know What Being Hurt is Like, I Know What Saddness is.......

I've paid dearly for the things i have done.... I need to start fresh..... And yet i wouldnt give anyone a chance to get into my life again... I had enuff for now.. Im sorry.. At the end of the day i dun know what i want.....

Its all Good.

Its all Good.

"Another morning adventure"

Hey hey hey..

Fuh. Finally i got myself some sleep.. hehee.... Went to JB last nite... Called yan and asked him whats the plan.. And as usual he knows nothing..

Ok then i called rosli....

Ann: Ey mane yusri? dah tukar nombor ka??
Rosli: tak ah org tu kan tak keje..
Ann: masok jb??
Rosli: tanye yus ah
Ann: ko tepon ah
Rosli: ah okok nanti aku kol bini dier...
Ann: Ey ajak kin ah... aku rindu dier...
Rosli: kau kol ah...
Ann: ok

Then he called me back everything was set. had to call yan.....

Ann: Yan... Setz but ah you gotta fetch me earlier. Coz i gotta send helmet to rosli and kin....
Yan: Alaarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.......
Ann: hehehe
Yan: Ok what time??
Ann: 11.30
Yan: Make it 11.45
Ann: Rosli dah on the way la.
Yan: Ok aku kluar skang
Ann: ok
Yan: Motor aper aku nak bawak..
Ann: Up to you la see ya later.....

Ya he came with his bro's xr.....
Aiyohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh........
Me short tall bike. Aiyohhhhhhhhhhh
But fun.....

Waited for everyone at rapi's carpark..... Aiyoh took everyone forever......

Then suddenly Yan wanted to go off...

A: Eyyyyyyyyy ko nak gi mane yan...
Y: Aku nak tukar motor.. takot abg aku nak pakai...
A: Nak ikut?? heh!
Y: Sebok ah kau..
A: aLa
(then he buat bodo only and i continued talkin to my frens)
and thennnnnn........
Y: Gi pakai helmet...
A: yey! hehehehe

so we went off and change his bike.....

In jb as usual... i ride....... hhaahahahaha. we fell...... hahaha....... i forgot to drop gear....... and the u turn was hell. lucky we were not hurt... but were laffin........ hahahaha...

On our way back. He asked me... "Wanna try corner giler?" I was like "ok" and he replied "You sure?" i said "Hell yeahhhhh"

he did a very low figure or 8. with me behind... freaking coolness....... the last part i think his knees went too low and it kissed the road just a lil bit.........

the ride was fun.........

Dgn H pun sikit aku tak pandang.... Now to me he such an embarrassment......... hahahahaha....
He said "Hi Ann" All i did say was "Hi" and i looked away with a "frenly" smile..... Cant be bothered la.... Not interested with married man..... Somemore he has a loud mouth wife who is MY age but looks so 30+....... I'm soooooooooo Gawd daym not interested....... Thruout jb u can see tat he looked like shit... and i was laffin n smilin and jokin with the normal youngsters.... Me yan rosli kin... berbual pasal binatang plak kite... hahahaha...........

fun nite..
reached home 5.20am rest a while got up at 5.40am and off to work......... hahaha
lucky neva pengsan.......


till the next adventure........
its me signing off......

Its all Good.

Mizunderstood

hmmm.... some frens got mistaken bout somethings...... ok lemme explain and make it clear.....

Me and yan are NOT together....

When i say sharing my bike cost it means we are sharing the bike... Me first owner he second... 70-30 split....

hahahaha..... relax lar...... im not about to get into another relationship that soon buddy.... I still have a longgggggggg way to go.......

Cheerz!!

Its all Good.

Come Home Soon
Pug Jelly
(although im not in luv haha)

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time
Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes
So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Its all Good.

Heyyyy.....

Today i am like totally exhausted... Yesterday i tot was another stay home nite..... But noooooo..

Phone rang......

Larlingku Yan called......
Yan: Eh kau nak gi Johor tak??
Ann: Biler?
Yan: Skarang ah
Ann: Ok
Yan: Ok kau turun skarang lagi 5 min kite sampai......

Indeed they reached here within 5 mins.......
4 Bikes came to fetch me
Kumar on his SP
Wan on his TZM
Yusri with Ijal a pillion on his KR
Yan on his RXZ

I was still not down yet...... WHY????????? I was lookin frantically for my blardie PASSPORT... hahahahaha. Finally found it in my bag. Hai yerz......

i was with yan today... Then at BP we met Rapi and wifey on their aprilla.. Hai yohzzzzz... So much problem la tat aprilla......we stopped in the missdle of the expressway cause his bike died on him... Ijal managed to help him out until we reach jb where he serviced his bike....

Met peter along the expressway another SP fella and his fren sham (i think) SP also.... aiyer.... Hmmmmmm come to think of it there were 7 bikes in total.....

At the coffeeshop... We met Fathir, Faizal and girlfriend and khalid and 2 of their frens..... Big group.... Was fun catchin up with all of them.......

It too quite a while for that aprilla to be A ok... I reached home close to 5am and had bout 20 mins sleep then got ready for work........ Wahhhhhh.. Koyak man mate......

Good day seriously........ Me and yan had long conversations....... We might be sharing the cost of my bike (oops OUR bike i mean) depends on him though..... If he decides not to get his 2A bike. Then maybe we'll share if not im on my own.......

Till then.......

Its all Good.

Heyyyyyyyyyyyy.......

Alls well.... Everything is alrite........ Went for my sub 9 today and i passed. Pillion riding fun siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.......... hahaha....... and with a very nice instructor we managed......

Next up sub 10....... Circuit evaluation... Selamat la akuuuuuuu...... Will try my best though... just a few more to go....... May God and Mommy's blessing help me out.......

Have Not been going out these past few days after my granddad's passing...... Been tired and stuff.... Now its just work and practical lessons thats all......

With hard work comes great rewards.......

wassalam

Its all Good.