FAMILY Vs WORK
I ran into a stranger as he passed by,
Oh excuse me please" was my reply.
He said, "Please excuse me too;
I wasn't watching for you."
We were very polite, this stranger and I.
We went on our way and we said good-bye.
But at home a different story is told,
How we treat our loved ones, young and old.
Later that day, cooking the evening meal,
My son stood beside me very still.
When I turned, I nearly knocked him down.
"Move out of the way," I said with a frown.
He walked away, his little heart broken.
I didn't realize how harshly I'd spoken.
While I lay awake in bed,
God's still small voice came to me and said,
While dealing with a stranger, common courtesy you use,
But the children you love, you seem to abuse.
Go and look on the kitchen floor,
You'll find some flowers there by the door.
Those are the flowers he brought for you.
He picked them himself: pink, yellow and blue.
He stood very quietly not to spoil the surprise,
You never saw the tears that filled his little eyes."
By this time, I felt very small,
And now my tears began to fall.
I quietly went and knelt by his bed;
Wake up, little one, wake up," I said.
Are these the flowers you picked for me?"
He smiled, "I found 'em, out by the tree.
I picked 'em because they're pretty like you.
I knew you'd like 'em, especially the blue."
I said, "Son, I'm very sorry for the way I acted today;
I shouldn't have yelled at you that way."
He said, "Oh, Mom, that's okay. I love you anyway."
I said, "Son, I love you too, and I do like the flowers,
especially the blue."
FAMILY
Are you aware that if we died tomorrow,
The company that we are working for could easily replace us in
a matter of days.
But the family we left behind will feel the loss for the rest of
their lives.
And come to think of it, we pour ourselves more into work than
into our own family,
an unwise investment indeed, don't you think?
So what is behind the story?
Do you know what the word FAMILY means? FAMILY =
F)ATHER (A)ND (M)OTHER (I) (L)OVE (Y)OU
Its all Good.
Read And Learn
BEAUTY
Real beauty is not the one that we have pleasure watching, But the one in front of whom we must close our eyes...
DON'T HURT ANYONE
It only takes a few seconds to hurt the person you luv, but it takes years to heal...
LIVE TODAY
There are two eternities that can break you down, Yesterday and Tomorrow. Once its gone, the other doesnt exist.... So live for today...
MARRIAGE
Do not marry a person you know you can live with, Marry the person you know you cannot live without...
MONEY
Money can buy everything BUt HAPPINESS........
TRUST
It takes years to build trust BUT only seconds to destroy it....
VALUE
What is most valueable is not what you have in my life, but who you have in your life......
Its all Good.
Words From Da Heart
When i cry i see you in my tears, But i clean my tears therefor no one can see you....
Don't find luv let luv find you. That's why its calling falling in luv because you dun force yourself to fall, you just Fall......
I luv you not because I need you, But I need you because I luv you......
All my life, i was afraid that i would never find luv, And now that i've fopund it, i am afraid i'll lose it.....
It breaks your heart to see the one you luv is happy with someone else, but it's more painful to know that the one you luv is unhappy with you...
Lucky is the man who is the first luv of a woman but luckier is the woman who is the last luv of a man......
Never luv a luv that hurts, Never hurt a luv that luvs....
You came from no where, and in time got close, not to me, but to my heart.....
When two friends falls in luv they learn that they are meant for each other. When they fall out of luv they realize that they want to keep each other forever....
Once you have luved, you will always luv. For what is in you mind may escape but what's in your heart will remain forever....
Its all Good.
I Am Giving Up
The towel is half way down and its falling to the ground. I seriusly have no more strength in me to carry it back up... Things keep piling up one after another and seriously it too much pressure for me... I guess avoidance is the next best thing...
Work has been good.. Have laid out my action plan and for the next 3 months i am going for intense classes to ensure that i get the best out of myself... gotta put all the bad things at the back of my mind i cant throw but i can onli drop just to pick it up again.... Fucked up i might say.... Well thats my life for now.. Its not all flowery and stuff...
Good news for the band.. Theres a very keen trumpeteer who is gonna join the family and frankly im glad cause its gonna take a load off away from me.. And this time round QUITTING is no longer a difficult question for me to answer.... Rite now my top priority is to make myself happy and achieve what i strive for at work... Thoughts of being my old self have came across back then i was free to do whatever i wanted, get drunk, club meet new people day in day out... That was life as a teenager... Stupid but fun... But then again i got nothing out of it.... But 1 thing for sure there were no heart aches and heart breaks... I didnt have to deal with adult issue and i didnt have to go thru wat i am going thru now... Slowly but surely i am drifting away from things i once luv so much......
I always have time for people and somehow i always think about how people is gonna feel if i do this or if i do that.... But PEOPLE like U just say and do whatever u feel like doin without even thinking about what the other person is gonna feel or think... Perhaps its my principles and its the way i was brought up that i stick to what i have been doin all this while... Patience is a virtue and i got it from my Mama... I have learned things from her from what have happened in the past.... I got scared back then and cried in the room while my brother was beside me reading and was just too young to understand what was happening.... I grew up to fast and i understood too well what was happening and i was in the room crying but when i came out i gave then a brave look cause i dun wan them to know i knew what the fuck was going on.....
Dicreminate me all YOU want... Say what YOU think of me... Assume all YOU want... Hold YOUR head up high.. And we'll see how high YOU can hold it there... YOU discremante me and say that im not a true muslim but what about YOU... YOU accuse people of doing things they didnt and YOU chose people who looks good to YOUR eyes.... Frankly i dun think YOU practice what YOU preach..... My parents brought me up well.... In the end i chose my own path.... I dun have to be a diamond in YOUR eyes cause im not YOUR daughter.... But before YOU judge me take a good look at YOUR son.... Tell me what YOU see in him.... Stop YOUR bickering and LISTEN for a while perhaps YOUR heart will soften and YOUR head will drop down a little.... I dun ask for much, i dun even ask for YOUR money.... I just ask for YOUR blessing for me and him to be Happu.... Why is that so hard for YOU.... YOU can afford a new car a new hp but YOU cant give the blessing that will not a single cent from YOUR pocket.... MONEY will help YOU on this earth but YOU will not bring it to YOUR grave... And i just have to say this to YOU.... I dun care about how much YOUR son makes, i DUN care about his money..... I am werking too although my pay is small i still give my mom a healthy sum so she can help herself.... YOU dun see that and yet YOU judge me like im some materialistic BITCH that YOU assume me to be.. i had enuff of YOUR nonsense and yet i still respect YOu no matter how much i hate YOU...
XXXXXX
Its all Good.
Artist: Black Eyed Peas f/ Justin Timberlake
Album: Elephunk
Song: Where Is The Love
What's wrong with the world, mama
People livin' like they ain't got no mamas
I think the whole world addicted to the drama
Only attracted to things that'll bring you trauma
Overseas, yeah, we try to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin'
In the USA, the big CIA
The Bloods and The Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And when you hate then you're bound to get irate, yeah
Badness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
Nigga, you gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love, y'all, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
It just ain't the same, always unchanged
New days are strange, is the world insane
If love and peace is so strong
Why are there pieces of love that don't belong
Nations droppin' bombs
Chemical gasses fillin' lungs of little ones
With the ongoin' sufferin' as the youth die young
So ask yourself is the lovin' really gone
So I could ask myself really what is goin' wrong
In this world that we livin' in people keep on givin'
in
Makin' wrong decisions, only visions of them dividends
Not respectin' each other, deny thy brother
A war is goin' on but the reason's undercover
The truth is kept secret, it's swept under the rug
If you never know truth then you never know love
Where's the love, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the truth, y'all, come on (I don't know)
Where's the love, y'all
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love
The love, the love
I feel the weight of the world on my shoulder
As I'm gettin' older, y'all, people gets colder
Most of us only care about money makin'
Selfishness got us followin' in the wrong direction
Wrong information always shown by the media
Negative images is the main criteria
Infecting the young minds faster than bacteria
Kids act like what they see in the cinema
Yo', whatever happened to the values of humanity
Whatever happened to the fairness in equality
Instead in spreading love we spreading animosity
Lack of understanding, leading lives away from unity
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' under
That's the reason why sometimes I'm feelin' down
There's no wonder why sometimes I'm feelin' under
Gotta keep my faith alive till love is found
People killin', people dyin'
Children hurt and you hear them cryin'
Can you practice what you preach
And would you turn the other cheek
Father, Father, Father help us
Send us some guidance from above
'Cause people got me, got me questionin'
Where is the love (Love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love)
Where is the love (The love
Its all Good.
Gotta Test New Water
I AM A WORKAHOLIC..... Been a long time since ihad fun.... Too many things have happened this past week.. And elf just dropped a bomb on my head..... It was devastating and i dunno how i should handle it... And frankly i dunno anything anymore... I have decide to let things go his way... If he wants to talk we talk and if he wanna meet we meet UNLESS work comes in the way which is OBVIOUSLY UNAVOIDABLE....
Its time to take it easy and build a career of what i am now.. initiative and constant wllingness to learn WILL take me somewhere.....
Relationship are tough but it is up to you to make it better or put it to a stop... For me i kinda press the pause button.... I keep asking myself why let this relationship put me down... Im young and i have to see more..... But the one thing tat still haunts me and stopping me is the fact that i luved him... Never have i felt this way about someone in my life.... Its just different... Blessings is one of the important thing i value in a relationship....... You need the blessings of your parents to be happy with your partner..... I've taken the relationship to a pause... And i just wanna say that i am glad that i get to luv elf and get him to luv me back..... And i am thankful..... Yes it hurts but its ok..... I will have to learn to let go one fine day.... Till then....
Adioz
Its all Good.
Tired....
Been werking for the past 7 days.... Fuh yooooo...... Tired uh..... Tomoro i have a test to go to..... And seriously im alil nervous.... Meet elfie just now.... Spend some quiet time together...... We talked a lil and somehow i managed to find out something about his past... Caught me off guard as usual.... Long story and im too tired to tell.......
Anyway YES im still with elf.. Meet up for a while on our 14th month anniversary and yeah i am happy.... And yes shit was thrown to me but somehow i was made stronger each day... And NO i wont leave him until 1 day he decides he wanna leave me.... I have been thru too much and know him too well to just let it all fly by.....
Gotta sleep ow... Till then..
Adioz
Its all Good.
Gabrielle - Dreams
Move a step closer you know that I want you
I can tell by your eyes that you want me too
Just a question of time I knew we'd be together
And that you'd be mine I want you here forever
Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
I can't deny my feelings 'cause I know they are true
Chorus:
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
I've seen you sometimes on your own and in crowds
I knew I had to have you my hopes didn't let me down
Now you're by my side and I feel so good
I've nothing to hide don't feel that I ever could
Do you hear what I'm saying gotta say how I feel
I can't believe you're here but I know that you're real
I know what I want and baby it's you
Can't deny my feelings because they are true
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
I'm not making plans for tomorrow let's live for tonight
I know I want you baby so hold me tight
Put your arms around me you make me feel so safe
Then you whisper in my ear that you're here to stay
Dreams can come true
Look at me babe I'm with you
You know you gotta have hope
You know you gotta be strong
Its all Good.
Yawn~~~~~~
Been pretty tiredlately..... Not enuff rest fer me..... Im pushing myself to the limits..... Good luck to me... Just hope that i dun fall sick AGAIN!!!!!!!!! hehehe... Im off to bed.. Enjoy yer days to come people....
Adioz.....
Its all Good.
Whats done has been done
Over and Over
Whats the point of screaming and raging when u can sit n talk or stand and talk... Up to your personal liking.... Perhaps today i just got tired off it all.. And all i did i was smack him hard on the arms... And question him...
At times GOD gives me the outmost patience to put up with such nonsense and sometimes HE just dun.... usually is big matters and issues that he gave me the much needed patience and trival matters he gave it a pass..... I was quite calm and i still wonder why..... But everytime i think about what happened..... It stabs me and it hurts.....
Extraction from ELf's Blog...
"Ive learnt something today...How much a person sacrifices for you and that cant be replaced...True Love...Ann this is for you..I cant put myself to say it out in words but i guess you know.You read my heart well."
I wonder how different its gonna be this time round... One thing's for sure my feelings for him will never change. I made a promise once to him and i shall remond him about that promise always.... No matter who does wrong and hhow big it is.... Me and him have to stick together and make it work.......
I could see that he was still upset over what he did... And he said that if someone else was in my shoe he would already have gotten a smack on the face with a slipper.... But i was just sitting there in front of him talking to him n questioning him.... Even let him hold my hand and hug while he answers my question and apologise.....
Ok now im all teary... It was hard on me.... Perhaps too hard on me just now that i couldnt even cry..... Haizzzz... Hes off to camp now.... Will be listening to his voice again later... Might be meeting him on tues when he gets his nites off...
This is the eve of my anniversary.....
Adioz
Its all Good.
BUCK UP ANN
Hmmmm.... Maybe i am having PMS rite now.... Emotions a rollercoaster..... And frankly Elf dun understand it till this day..... I get frustrated easily he dun understand and then he gets frustrated... And everything gets blown up... I guess i have to be the old me..... Strong and always looking forward to new things coming my way....
Gimme a min, let me put my hands in my pocket and see wats up next in my life's agenda..... Whoaaaaa..... Loads of things man... And mostly its work...... I have to buck up at work...... Stop being shy and face up to people..... Enuff of being enclose in my own circle..... Gotta speak up..... Now i think its time to put all the nonsense in my relationship away........ BRING ON THE GOOD TIMES.......
Its the 17th today 3 more days and another month has been achieved...... Things have been going up and down with me and elf...... Hrmmmmm Let me try to remember wats we did on our second month anniversary....... dun quite remember uh hehehehe..... tat was a yr ago...... But i am pretty sure we were still happy back then..... Still in the so called holiday mood and luirvey duvey with no nonsense as yet..... But i am happy..... Although when we argue it gets terrible but i am happy.... Cause i luv him...... Once a while both of us feel like throwing in the towel and calling it quits.... But at the end of the day we feel so miserable.... We dun spend much time together and seriously at times its frustration that triggers the arguements..... i have found a way to calm myself down. My ciggies. One puff and all my miseries goes away.......
Anyway lets list down the upcoming GOOD things......
1. Ramadhan is coming.... Wooohooooo.... I feel at peace during this month...
2. The Celebration... HARI RAYA
3. The preperation.. Buat kueh with elf helping me out (its gonna be fun,
buy a pair of baju kurung with elf.... Woohooooo My second raya with him..... InsyaAllah.....
4. Opportunities at work.....
5. 2 news kiddos that are joing the team.. Hope it works out...
6. Pay day comin up in 5 days..... YEY!
7. Saving up has been easy.....
8. The new year.... Perhaps i'll settle for a weekend get away....
9. My starbucks teddy bear YEY.....
10. Gettin my life in order
Wuuuuuu Saaaaaaaaa........ Hahhahhaha i feel better now...... kherkherkher..... Gotta stop thinking about my nose which bled 2 days ago and scared the hell outta me.... And finally i have almost recovered from my nonsensical sickness.... YEY!
See there are good things in life that we should bring up.... Look on the bright side... Throw away the thrash dun drop it just burn it or throw it away and never look back on that..... Till then
Adiozz
Its all Good.
OVERTURNED....
I tried putting the feeling of hurt into hate.... I managed to do that but in the end the hurt came back..... I feel so alone now...... I have no one to share my anguish with.... this is the only place i can think of... And the only place where i get the listening ear i always wanted...... As im joting this down my tears are rolling down my cheeks none stop.... I am angry but at the same time i feel so much pain... I'm hurt.... I dun stand anywhere in anyones life... I am standing alone... I put in so much effort in the things i do and no one sees that... All they see is the flaws..... Even to the point of saying that i am crazy... Its not fair..... Why cant i get someone who will listen to me..... Why do i alwaus have to be the one listening.......... I am human too.... I need a listening ear myself..... One thing is for sure, I AM NOT A TAPE RECORDER...... I cant remember the things you say word for word.... But i was l;istening...... I just dun get it..... Why do people assume that i dun listen when i listen to their problems or story from A to Z..... Its strictly unfair.......
I had a long day at work today and obviously i needed a warm reception by my luved one.... At least make an effort to look me up call me whenever you are done with the things outside or before you get busy again..... Guess i am not important enuff and no needed... I was worried about a fren so i called him many times till he picked up the phone..... i was pist and started cursing and swearing.... I hate that but it just happens
Still writing this down then i heard my phone beeped.... Got an incoming msg....... It was from him..... It says Yey! Finally the road to freedom...... You know what i aint going to reply this msg... Nor am i going to turn things around..... If this is the way things are suppose to be...... Ok..... The knife has just gone deeper..... Hope he is happy with whatever he is doing..... Why wont the tears just go away...... GO AWAY!!!!!! I guess its time to move on...... Nice memories to be kept in the bag while bad ones thrown away..... Glad to day i was happy once and all of it was lost int he fire.... I luv what we had before.... But i need the tears to dry....
Adioz
Its all Good.
ONCE I FEEL BETTER AND THAT ARROGANT BASTARD APOLOGISE... I SHALL DELETE TAT ENTRY.....
Its all Good.
All she do is laff...
Whoaaaa... Thats wat ken said on the way back from the store... I took my time to go to work today... I was tired uh.. Anyway my niece and nephew was around and it has been a long time since i played with them.... Miss them terribly... And knowing that they are sleeping over today i was kinda happy cause i know i get to see their cheerpy happy faces in the morning before i leave for work again... Everyone kept telling me not to overwork myself and frankly i dun feel overworked even though i fell sick twice iin the space of 3 weeks... But thanks to elf who cared for me enuff to drag me to the doc i am recovering pretty well.... Thanks baby...
Laffed alot today at work.. It was once again suppose to be my off day but i had to go back to work to help lynn with her presentation and be there to listen to her present... it was interesting and knowing that i one day had to do the same thing makes me shiver a lil... The questions thrown to her was fuh yoooo..... Tuff ballz...
did a lot of chit chatting with the other retards at work and took the train to yishun with ken and adek........ Upon reaching Yishun MRT i had to wait for at least 30 mins for Elf to come... But it was the half hour worth waiting.... Saw him smile from far and obviously i turned red and smiled back..... I luv meeting him... He never fails to flash me that goofy smile of his no matter how bad situations are... He always smiles at the sight of seeing him.... Me on the other hand if im pist i will give him the black long face... I always critisize him on his decision makin and some of his things.... But seriously some of them are for his own good and some of them are mostly to irritate him hehehe...... But i do feel bad afterwards.... Thats the reason for me askin him this question repeatedly (Whats wrong baby?? Tell me whats wrong)... And then i start explaining myself and apologise....
Ate at KFC just now with him.... Before we head to the so called park where we sat down smoke and talked and decided that we needed to jam with the band badly..... Missed the Retards man... While sitting and talking about stuff suddenly he ask "In the past you used to say that you feel bad after giving me a good scolding because i did something terribly wrong, i wonder if you feel the same way now?" and my answer was "Nope cause you did me wrong big time once" then i grinned to myself.. I bet he din see the grin cause he was looking down when i said that... hehehe.. So let me clear this up... I still do feel so bad after givin u a good tongue lashing (as in scolding)..... Only i dun say tat i feel bad.... Instead i show it.... I often make the move to give you a hug and tell you to make sure that there will not be a second.... And that things will be alrite.....
Both of us are alrite.. Communication has been pretty good... i finally got to see the hp he bought and frankly im glad his happy with his phone.... No matter how much i critisize it im happy for him... Its his hard earned money and if he chooses to buy the phone so be it.... Just make sure this time round you stick with the phone for at least a year... Enjoy the functions on the phone baby.... Looking forward to see you again...
Adiozz
Its all Good.
For my Baby Elf
MY BOY LOLLIPOP
My boy lollipop
You make my heart go giddyup
You are as sweet as candy
You're my sugar dandy
Woah My boy lollipop
Never ever leave me
Because it would grieve me
My heart told me so
I love you I love you I love you so
But I don't want you to know
I need you I need you I need you so
And I'll never let you go
My boy lollipop
You make my heart go giddy up
You set the world on fire
You are my one desire
Woah my lollipop
I love you I love you I love you so
But I don't want you to know
I need you I need you I need you so
And I'll never let you go
My boy lollipop
You make my heart go giddy up
You set the world on fire
You are my one desire
Woah my lollipop
Woak my lollipop
My boy lollipop
My boy lollipop
My boy lollipop
Its all Good.
Time Never Goes Back
Once upon a time, there was a teacher and his student lying down under a big tree student asked the teacher,
Student : Teacher, I'm confused, how can we find our soul-mate? Can you please
help me?
Teacher : (Silent for few second, than he answer)
Well, it's a pretty hard and easy question.
Student : (Thinking hard) Ha???
Teacher : Look on that way, there are a lot of grass there, why don't you walk there
but please never walk backward, just walk straight ahead. On your way, try to find a beautiful grass and pick it up then give it to me. But just one.
Student : Well, ok then... wait for me... (walked straight ahead to the grass field).
A few minutes later...
Student : I'm back.
Teacher : Em, well I don't see any beautiful grass on your hand.
Student : On my journey, I found few beautiful grass, but I thought that I would find a better one, so I didn't pick it up. But I didn't realize that I'm at the end of the field, and I hadn't picked up any. Cause you told me not to go back, so I didn't go back.
Teacher : That's what happened in real life.
What is the message of this story?
* Grass - is people around you
* Beautiful Grass - is people that attract you
* Grass Field - is time
* In looking for your soulmate, please don't always compare and hope that there will be a better one. By doing that, you'll waste your lifetime, cause remember "Time Never Goes Back".
It applies the same in finding your ideal life partner, your suitable career or business, therefore the morale is LOVE & grab hold of the opportunity that you have now, don't waste time!
Its all Good.
Going Up, Going Down
Going up AGAIN....
Up down up down... Just like my everyday life... Someone says this blog is the place where i let out all my frustration and anger and that theres nothing much tat is good is written here.... But then again if i lash it out here... Nobody gets the lashing and my crappy shitz out there...... Am i rite?? Anywayssssssssss........ Let me tell you about sunday....
I was sick and drowsy but i kept waking up every 15 mins to check my hp to see if i missed any calls... Tried to make a phonecall to some fella who off his gawd daym fone..... Ok i was pist.... Who wouldnt.... I was saym worried about time as it always catches up with me too fast.... okok enuff bout that... Anyway met elf pretty pist with him for an hour or so about financial crap.... Cant stand the way he spends.. Then off to city hall where we went to the supermarket and shop a lil... He bought some stuff to bring back to camp while i bought myself some cookies... Hehehe... I just luv doing my shopping at these kinda supermarkets..... Cold Storage, Giant, Carrefour..... I guess i prefer groceries shopping then buying things i dun really need.. I guess its because i get more things out of the $350 some people are willing to spend on HPs which dun last very long....... kherkherkher OUCH!
Anyway i did have a lot of fun although it wasnt that long but i guess it was sufficient enuff for me to fill up the empty spaces which have been left there to rot for about a week or so.... Meeting up with elf is like finding GOLD and i should grab it when i see it and treasure it..... Its really tough on us these days..... Quiet time was well spent and im glad we had it... Its just wat we needed.. Time to ourselves...
Thumbs up for both Ann and Elf for a good effort put in..... Hahaha....
Rite now i have other things to fill me up... Got a test to do stuffs to attend to.... Fuh yooooooo bz bz bz....... Till then
Adiozzz
Its all Good.
Tong Tong Tong
The sound of an empty can
Just like the promises i always receive... Well anyway promises are meant to be broken aint it so... But then again try to remember the consequences of breaking the promises... If the outcome is good then ok but if in the end you lose out alot then its absolutely STUPID to break it.....
Try to tyhink about fairness for once... Is fair for you to break the promise to that luved ones or ur frens or whoever.... You know you dun have much time to linger ard during your weekends... In total only 48 hours plus minus the time u have to be at home and back to work it will less then tat........ Your 48 hours weekend becomes a 24 hours weekend.... And time is always coming after you..... And everytime you go out you have to RUSH..... make quick decisions which will end up being a poor one..... I HATE RUSHING....... And I HATE EMPTY PROMISES...... Its strictly not fair.... I have waited so this day for soo long and i end up with nothing.... I HATE TIME!!
Adioz
Its all Good.
Shopping Aint Free
Got myself a couple fo things today.... Things which i wanted a long time ago.... Gotmyself a table lamp and some photo frames at IKEA which totalled up to $20.60 bought a t shirt at 10 bucks took a cab down to yishun cause i decided to meet elf... i was with my best fren the whole dayy even when i met elf...... Thn at northpoint i bought mudcake and ice tea at starbucks and i bought dinner for babykuk..... Then off to yishun mrt where i bought my skirt..... hehehehe..... In total plus cab fair and stuff i spent ard $110 today...... Thats a lot of MONEY!!!!!!!!!! nvm.... No more shpping till sat and sun..... Gotta to get the much needed items.... Going to accompany elfie baby this time round.....
Had a wonderful day apart from the freaking flu and coughs..... And YES i am sick again... Down with another fever attack.. Farking hell. i've got to work tomoro and i am suppose to go out with my colleagues tomoro and this is wat happens...... See how uh... If tomoro i am still sick like this i can forget about chillin out with them.... Till then..
Adioz.....
Its all Good.
My Only Luv Sprung From My Only Hate
Lalalalalalalala..... Pay day was on Tues and im pretty proud of myself cause i still have at least 200 buckaroos in my bank account..... Anyway had a good talk with baby elf just now... It was what i have always wanted and seriously i dun think it was so much to ask... in total a 1 hour conversation with intervals in between cause he had to attend meeting la, shower la..... He always macam macam uh....
Meeting him this sun I THINK to pay our bills... hehehe.... Both of us din pay our bills for 2 mths and hence our lines kena suspended hehehehe...... Gonna get load sof things this weekend... But me and him will reconsider everything thoroughly before buying anything..... Money dun come easy these days.... You have to work hard and be commited and set a freaking high standards for urself just to meet the basic needs of the top people around you.....
Work is pretty kewl.... There is loads in store for me and my colleagues relationship withs colleagues are POWDERFUL!!!!! yes POWDERFUL........ Sometimes things can go bad as usual... But you have to take things lightly and say AHHHHHH FUCK ITLA or GI MAMPOS LA.... asal kan aku happy sudah la....... hehehe....... Looking forward to friday where me chikka adik and lynn gonna chill out just the four of us.... confirm cool..... hehehehe.... Till then and till i get my digicam and post it up here for all to see....
Adiozz
Its all Good.
ARGHHHHH
Sometimes being alone is better than being with someone who dun appreciate your presence..... Frustratingggggggg........ I shall indulge with loads working hours to keep my mind off things..... I dun need anyone ard for now it sickens me alot... What im looking forward for is da OCTOBER FEST with my partners.... Woooooohooooo
Adioz.....
Its all Good.
I need more time
Since i started work i dun have much time for myself nor my blog.... The pictures are gone i wonder why..... Cant be bothered to check..... Will change the whole gawd daym thing when im free... Which is prolly never... or maybe months to come..... Haizzz tired uh........
The week has been ok.. Met my best fren after a mth plus of hiatus from her.... it was happeninggggggg.... hehehehe....... going to chill out with some of my colleagues this coming friday wooohoooooooooo..... syiok........ looking forward to the off day though... tired uh.... been working none stop but nonetheless i always look forward to PAYDAY!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna be rich for a while payday on tues wooohoooooooo..... laterzzz... Jamming on sunday cant wait yey!
adiozzzzz
Its all Good.
Just another worthless piece of thrash
Missing someone so much tat it makes ur eyes watery is bad enuff... But knowing the next day that you are worthless to that someone is worst still..... Being pushed away having his/her back in ur face..... Saying that there is no time to entertain such things and making you feel worst than ever........ Bad morning bad start for me....... Guess i gotta turn my attention to someone who actually deserves it..... Time to move on perhaps... Time to realise that its not worth the pain i felt and the anguish it brings... I HATE YOU! Cant believe you could say the things u said to me.... I have been thru a rough week at work a tuff time at work had no one to talk to about it and now this..... Thanks for the added pressure.... Thanks for the "Comfort"
ITS ME
FUCKIN OFF...
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