Blink 182
Feeling This
(Get ready for action!)
I got to regret right now (I’m feeling this)
The air is so cold and null (I’m feeling this)
Let me go in her room (I’m feeling this)
{I love all the things you do} / {I wanna take off her clothes} (I’m feeling this)
Show me the way to bed (I’m feeling this)
Show me the way you move (I’m feeling this)
Fucking is such a blur (I’m feeling this)
I love all the things you do (I’m feeling this)
[Chorus:]
Fate fell short this time
Your smile fades in the summer
Place your hand in mine
I’ll leave when I wanna
Where do we go from here
Turn all the lights down now
Smiling from ear to ear (I’m feeling this)
Our breathing has got too loud (I’m feeling this)
Show me the bedroom floor (I’m feeling this)
Show me the bathroom mirror (I’m feeling this)
We’re taking this way too slow (I’m feeling this)
Take me away from here (I’m feeling this)
[Chorus x2]
This place was never the same again
After you came and went
How can you say you meant anything different
To anyone standing alone
On the street with a cigarette
On the first night we met
Look to the past
And remember her smile
And maybe tonight
I can breathe for awhile
I'm not in the seat
I think I'm fallin' asleep
But then all that it means is
I'll always be dreaming of you
[Chorus x5]
[During Last Choruses In The Background:]
(I'll be alone if you're feeling
So lost and disillusioned)
Its all Good.
A Simple Letter,
A Big Smile
Phew.... After a week of disaster and crap allah finally blessed me with soem good news.
Was suppose to work in the morning today... But upon reaching my workplace i found out that my name wasnt in... Haizzz Its ok... Better for me... I reached home and i sleep thruout.... Met kin for coffee at McCafe... Guess im just too use to Starbucks' coffee that i find McCafe latte sucky.... Anyways we walked home from jurong point to my place n decided to have supper at the coffeeshop.. So since we were along the way i took some time to open up the letterbox to check if i got my CPF Statement of Account..
And there it was this small little envelope which states ON GOVERMENT SERVICE. Pretty surprise though cause i tot my application was long overdue and thrown away... I took me 1 and half years to get this letter and it finally came...... Hoorayyyyyyyyyyyy............. Hahahahahahahha happy sia me.....
Oklah gotta do my homework for the interview... need my rest now see ya ard dudes.....
Muacks Muacks Muacks.....
Ann
hahahahahahahahahaha
Its all Good.
Stabbed?
Work has been horeendous. Time for me to move on to find greener pastures... Gotta start fresh u know... Work someplace where theres not too many malays... Giving me a headache.. Lots of advice have been given and most of em are asking me to leave my current job and get a new full time one... Gotta try dude.... Like someone said to me a few days back "Life is HARD!!
Gotta go meet me fren now... Meeting up at 8pm for some coffee or cocoa watever la... See u dudes laterz..... Munch Munch...
Ann
Its all Good.
Proud To Present
EuGeNe Li
My Bassist
Picture Taken By Ann ........DUH!!!
Its all Good.
USV
Its all Good.
Whats up Tis week??
Ok fyne someone complained that i have not been updating much except for the lyrics i post... Well ok lemme summarize everything that has happened to me these past few days.... Been busy werking and meeting up with some frens during my off days.. im pretty tired..... I just need 1 day to stay home and have the day to myself... Exhausting lar.....
Finally get to see kindred in action.. Addy brought me along to his jammin session. i can say they are pretty good. New n green but doing pretty alrite... Addy wants my honest opinion about his band and seriously i dun see myself fit to judge anyone or any band cause im no good myself..
Managed to catch up with two of my old frens (we have been frens since primary school).... Nice to have a long chat wif em.....
Me n elf been alrite... We have been a lil distant these past few days.... kinda good for us... Im drifting away a little too much i think.... I guess i have to put my feet back on firm ground... Hope elf would help me out with this... Theres so many things i wanna talk about so many things i wish i can do but somehow i just cant... Cause i know i cant do it alone. Well i like things this way.... Distant and i have a mind of my own.... Independence!!!!!!!! wooooohooooooo...... hahha....... Just wanna ensure elf that i do think of him whenever im out wif frens or at work... But i just chose to let us go for a while and be on our own and come back top each other once everything is done... "A Promise is a Promise" *winks*
Its all Good.
3 Doors Down
Here Without You
A hundred days have made me older
since the last time that I saw your pretty face.
A thousand lies have made me colder
and I don't think I can look at this the same.
And all these miles that seperate
disappear now when I'm dreamin' of your face.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight, it's only you and me.
These miles just keep rollin'
as the people leave their way to say hello.
I've heard this life is overrated
but I hope that it gets better as we go.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind.
I think about you baby
and I dream about you all the time.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams.
And tonight girl, it's only you and me.
And everything I know, and anywhere I go
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
And when the last one falls, and when it's all said and done
It gets hard but it won't take away my love.
I'm here without you baby
but you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
and i dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
but you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl, it's only you and me
Its all Good.
For You
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
These are the words that fits you and me... Now its just too late....
Its all Good.
Best Solution or Running Away?
Simple Plan - Perfect
Took my ring off today, Decided to put it in a box.. Put my whole life with elf in a box and on hold... At times i think we arent suppose to be together and at times i think we are just right.... This confusion is makin me go crazy... Me n Elf have been arguing almost everyday..... And it wasnt worth it..... I really dun see a point.... Perhaps i should just do what i usually do before to fill up the empty nights...
Thinking of chillin out at T2 tonite with wan and meet up with akim.... Maybe that will make things better for myself.. Th space that me n elf needed..... It depends though..... If i dun chill out during akim graveyard shift perhaps i just go out with wan... Walk around town a quiet peaceful town....wooohoooooo........hehehe
All i want to say to Elf is im sorry. But sorry is meaningless at times when things just dun get any better... Especially for you.... Stop lying to yourself... If you are not happy then just turn around and walk away.... I shant push this any further... Im going to stay low... Do my own things, wont be looking for elf at all.... Maybe its for the best or maybe im just running away.. So sad, Its Just So Sad.....
Annie
Its all Good.
Sick....
Been pretty tired lately.... Migraine is constant..... I didnt have these headaches before but since Justin attacks on my head till my skull becomes soft and swollen i get this attacks once ina while....Its been 3 days the pain is still around. I think i have had enuff sleep. Well thats what i think anyways.... Been thinking about alot of things and i think its has affected my work... Nonetheless i aim to remain focus and i think i did pretty well...
I have a habit of kepping things myself and after last nite incident i think im too afraid to speak up.... Avoidance is the best medicine for me now.. The only place i can lash out my anger frustration n hatred and stuff is here where i can assume that people are listening to me..... And frankly it makes me feel better.... Call me crazy but its true... Anyways i didnt tell anyone that i have been having this constant headaches.... Its more like someone clamping my head with a pair of plyers.... I dun like telling anyone that im sick.. I rather take things to my own hands.... At this very moment the clamping feeling is felt on my top right head.... And its killing me.... Maybe its due to stress...... I hate my life..... Or maybe i hate myself..... Im just a no good person.... useless to be exact.... What can i do now?? Im confuse myself...
I seek comfort but from whom?? I myself dun have the answer......
Sigh
Ann
12.21am Singapura Time
Its all Good.
I Shall Keep My Silence
Pretty sick and tired about stuff. Guess i've learned to keep quiet about things that i know. Telling people the real brutal truth doesnt seem to help anyone at all. Especially ME!! Now i know who my true friends are. Its still my old batch of frens whom i have known for 5 years or more. Its true what they say making friends out of business is better that making business with friends. If you know what i mean.
Anyway, me and elfie has been alrite although we argued about the littlest thing in the world. He said soemthing while on our way home from town, he said that its time for him to change and grow up.. But a colleague of mine told me that no matter how mch a GUY says that he is going to change or how much you want them to change, IT AIN'T GONNA HAPPEN~~!!! He told me that he speaks from experience and as a guy himself. But he admitted that there were a minority who can actually change.. How i wish elfie would be that minority...... Nonetheless i still luvs him although hes a big ARSE!!!
Its all Good.
Life is different for me.....
Please understand that!! I have too many things on my mind...too many things im trying to erase..... I need space for myself... perhaps go into hiatus..... Need a break from the band for a while... need to give myself time..... Maybe after the Kuala Lumpur gig and after the recording for the compilation i would take tat leave.... I need to concentrate on work... It is my top priority now..... I have to give my time to work...... Married to work i guess.... Just got a call from lynn gotta strectch tomoro 3-11.... hope im gonna do alrite ey.....
Went to watch the X band comp just now..... It was fun..... Been a while since i last watched a gig...... was nce.. Giam had fun and so did we.... Meet up with frens along the way...... it was chaos once again.....hehehe
Thanks for the day baby.... Lurveeeeee ya loads......
ok gotta go drink some water and head to bed.. see u peeps ard.....
Adioz
Its all Good.
OUH YA BY THE WAY LEMME REPEAT THIS
JB GIG WAS AWESOME.... WE DUN GIVE TWO FUCKS ABOUT WHAT PEOPLE SAY... NEXT STOP KUALA LUMPUR.... (IF WE WERENT GOOD ENUFF WE WONT BE PLAYIN IN KL).....HAHAHAHHA......OUH YA EP SUCKED THOUGH...HAHAHAHA....
ADIOZ!!!
Its all Good.
Some Snapz From Da Gig
This is only a few, more to come!!!
The Wait @ Bugis MRT
The Wait which almost killedall of us
Herda, Wandi & Giam
Neejam & Gene
Upon Reaching JB
The Stairs down the hill
SoundCheck before everyone comes in
Its all Good.
USV @ Dewan Wardihana, Johor Bahru
11/01/2004 Sunday 3pm
Gig was superb... Few frens came along with us from singapore to JB.... It was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..... Had a great time there.... Wanted to buy some stuff but too ex uh... So i bought 3 packs of ciggies hehehe......
Going home was a disaster Elf and myself was tired so we got into some petty arguements and i told him to leave me alone for the rest of the week...... ARSE!!!!!!!!
FUCK FUCK FUCK
lalalalalalalaaaaaaaaa
Adioz
Its all Good.
The Big Hu-Ha
Yes people(Those who read Elf's Blog).. Its true... Me and elf are gonna settle down. Prolly in May 2006. Thats huge news man.... More responisbilites now... Headache ey headache.... Happy though... His mum said me and him have been together far too long.... Well thats what these elder people think... Kita yer kan ajer la....
This was what elf penned down in his blog.........
"Good news is, im gonna get married. Had a talk with mum,shes happy about it.Im saving up and i plan to tie the knot in 2006.Lots of plans,a different phase im getting into, Ann's happy,everything is well and rosy. At least theres something to look forward to apart from the stormy week i had..."
Velvet Red Screamed In Silence @ 1/9/2004 10:14:36 PM
http://whenskycamefalling.blogspot.com/
Work was alright.. Burnt myself though.. Now i have blisters on my wrist and a huge bruised patch......Poor me... Arghh time for bed uh... im exhausted....need my rest now.. I owe it to myself... Till then... Luv ya baby
Its all Good.
Da Christmas cum New Year Party
Its all Good.
TO MY AYAH.......
Simple Plan - Perfect
Hey dad look at me.
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time...
Doing things I wanna do
But it hurts when you disapprove all along.
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
But you don't understand
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Yours Truly,
Ann
Its all Good.